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Document : 1496
Title    : Minnie
Author(s): Sheena Blackhall

Copyright holder(s): Sheena Blackhall
                     Mr Michael Hance: on behalf of Scots Language Centre

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1. THE CLYACK SHAIF

Gin young September's caul a weet
Ye'll shear yer corn mang sna an sleet

It wis the stert o September, a sunsheeny day, the tail eyn o an early
hairst on the ferm o Steenhillock. The hett sun beat doon on the heather on
the Hill o Leddrach, crummlin the peat tae stoor an the blaeberries tae a
sappy sweetness. Atap a heathery knowe, Minnie Bruce, the youngest
hairster, sat ettin her dennertime piece. She wis a fernietickled weel-made
quine, eleyven year auld, wi thick blaik hair pued back in a wechty pleat
near as thick as a shelt's tail, sae lang that she cud sit on't. Her een
war blaik an sherp takkin aathin in, an her skin wis brunt sae broon wi the
strang sun she could hae passed as a Spanish grandee's dother, insteid o a
fairmer's lassie. She wis hett an swyty an trauchelt, an gled o the rest.

On the scraun fur pollen frae the purple ling, a pugglit bumbee zigzagged
roon the quine's hudderie heid, an nae twa yairds frae her taes, a lane
grey bawd teetit roon at her frae the neuk o a whin buss, dichtin his
muckle lugs wi baith his forepaas. As she sat in the birsslin heat, the
hale o the pairish o Steenhillock raxxed oot aneth her like a chessboord.
On yon boord, the kirk wis king, risin up frae its boorich o heidsteens wi
its wee stinch steeple like a finger, pyntin tae Heiven. Maist o the
heidsteens in its kirkyaird war ordnar eneuch, aa bar een, an yon wis a
muckle green steen wi three wirds on't, 'Sgian o Sgian', that merkit the
lair o a warlock, lyin skelp in the mids o the douce, quate fowk in the
kirkyaird. Minnie Bruce passed by the warlock ilkie Sabbath, neeborly like,
fur her faither Matthew wis precentor at the wee United Free kirk, as weel
as the fermer o Steenhillock, an gey far ben wi the meenister, Maister John
Geddes.

The kirk lay tae the sooth o the Hill o Leddrach, ower the main road that
tuik ye intae the toon some echt mile aff in the wast. Minnie's
granfaither, Auld Mattha Bruce, bedd yonner. Frae his dairy, Auld Mattha
coonted the milk cans that his fermin sons at Darraknowe an Mathrick fullt
frae their growin herds o kye, an selt it aa roon the wynds an lanes an
streets o the stoory toun. The auld man's empire o milk served the fowk in
tenements fa lived like battery hens, an the toffs an nibbery in their fine
granite hooses. Frae his fleet o cairts, tounsfowk micht buy gweed kintra
cream tae poor abune their parritch, an fite faced vratches tcyauvin in
factories or offices micht cweel their tarry tay in their chippit mugs or
flooery cheena cups.

If the kirk wis king o the chessboard, the ferm o Steenhillock wis queen,
the biggest ferm in the pairish, spreidin oot her braa skirts frae the
braes at the fit o the Hill o Leddrach. Munchin her wye throwe her piece o
bried an jam, Minnie's een traivelled ower her faither's parks tae a cottar
hoose at the roadside far the neep-park cottars bedd. Like aa fermers, her
faither niver bothered tae gie the cottar fowk their richt names, fur they
fyles cheenged sae aften it wis aa a body could dee tae keep tee wi them.
Fitiver faimly happened tae lan bi the roadside hoose, they war kent as
'the neep-park cottars', fur neeps grew weel in yon neuk, better nur hey
nor corn. Faith, even the cottars thrived better there, fur weel ooto sicht
o the ferm toon they micht rype the wids o berries an game an lift as
muckle neeps as they likit, wi naebody tae clype or see. 

The cottars that bedd there eenoo war the McPhails, fa hid driftit North
tae the pairish o Leddrach frae Angus. The heid o the hoose wis caad Tarry
because he wis brunt blaik wi bein ootside in aa weathers, like a tarred
road. The halflin, Iain wis a glekit vratch, bit hermless, wi his heid ay
cockit tae ae side, an wi slivvers that hung frae the side o his moo till
his mither thocht tae dicht them. The McPhails hid bin forkin shaves aa
foreneen inno the fairm cairts, an war dowpit doon quate like, Tarry the
heid o the hoose wi a cutty pipe in his moo, the rikk risin up frae't grey
as a goat's beard. Sae heich on the hill, Minnie cudna makk oot fit Tarry
wis sayin, like as no it wis naethin o note, mebbe some Leddrach sklaik
he'd heard at the kirk on Sunday.

In the lee o a stook aside the McPhails, the Troot Wallie cottars war
swattin the fleas frae their lugs aneth the cweelin bough o an aik, raxxin
ower the dyke in Kilrogie wids. Frae the tap o the fermtoun brae,
Steenhillock's track ran north doon a ruttit roadie twa mile tae the
Leddrach dam, an atween the dam an the ferm wis the Rodden Hoosie, far the
Troot Wallie cottars bedd. Dod Mathieson an his wife Madge, war cottared
there eenoo. He wis baillie tae Steenhillock. His twa loons Alec an Ned war
dairymen in the toon, deliverin milk fur the Bruces, comin hame on Sundays
tae get their sarks washed an cleaned bi their mither, whyles tae gyang tae
the kirk, fur they liked tae haud in wi Matthew Bruce, the fermer. Dod
Mathieson kent that his maister preferred himsel tae the grieve, Jock Dow,
fa bothied aleen in the chaumer an got roarin fu maist Setterdays. Dod
Mathieson hid bin ane o the first men ontae the hairst park a whylie back,
ane o the scythemen cuttin roadies tae makk room fur the binder tae dee its
wark, or tae cut doon swatches o corn battered doon tae the grun bi the
rain that the binder cudna haunle fur aa its mechanical clivverness. Shaves
cut doon bi the scythemen, slashed inno a swathe war bun bi haun, stookit
clear o the staunin crap, a sair trauchle oor efter oor, back brakkin darg
wi the thrissle prods stoonin in yer hauns an the swyte garrin yer sark
stick tae yer shooderbeens. The day, tho, Dod hid his wife tae help him
lift the shaves frae the grun, an load them inno the cairts tae takk tae
the barn.

The Rodden Hoosie wis the auldest cottar hoose on the ferm. Its kail yaird
hid twa gean trees in the neuk o the kailyaird, an the bonniest rodden tree
in the district at the fit o its washin green. In the park hard teetle the
dyke at the back o the hoose, wis the Troot Wallie, far ivery cottar that
iver cam tae bide in the Rodden Hoosie keepit a trootie sae the watter wid
keep clean, three steps doon in the hole in the park far the spring jibbled
up frae the derk foon o the yird, sweet an clear an bonnie. The Mathiesons
hid a quine, Jessie fa'd drooned hersel in the Leddrach dam a five year
back, fished oot like an auld buit wi the fool bree sprewin ooto her moo
efter hauf the pairish hid caad fur her fur a wikk. Dr Henderson hid
examined the body, an said there wis nae sign o onything amiss, tho thon
could hae bin a lee fur the Mathieson's sake, kennin fo little the Bruces
thocht o skiffies and kitchie-deems fa fell wi a bairn. Faith, they'd sack
them as quick as luik at them, raither than hae them a 'burden upon the
pairish'. Matthew Bruce sat on the pairish boord. It wis ill tae squar the
buiks if fowk wad lowse their spayver far they shouldna, an leave the
pairish tae pye fur the spunk scaled ooto wedlock. This hairst, anely Dod
an his wife war doon on the park, fur the loons war awa in the toun
deliverin milk at back doors, shops an closes.

The heat at the heid o the knowe gart Minnie lowse the buttons on her
blouse, the fite cotton stukken wi swyte tae her thin flat chest. A single
treelip o swyte tricklit ower her neb, an she dichtit it aff wi her haun, a
crummle o heather flakin aff an reistin in the curve o her snoot, garrin
her sneeze. There wis meevement doon in the hairstpark. Gaun back an fore
ower the stibble humphin a basket stappit wi sandwiches an fancies, wis Meg
Ramsay, Steenhillock's kitchie deem, and her mither Janet, like twa pots
frae the same kiln, jist ane wis mair crackit than tither. Meg sleepit up
in the nerra attic room at Steenhillock, near crackin her heid on the
rafters ilkie time she beddit, bit her mither Janet wis feed as hoosekeeper
tae Dr Henderson, in a hoose bi a wee dirt track atween the Fir widdie an
the Leddrach burn. Man, bit it wis a bonnie wee burn far ye micht catch a
troot gin ye war gleg eneuch, if the kye hidna kirned up the watter, nosin
doon frae the park fur a drink an plyterin in the dubs wi their muckle
hairy feet. The doctor wisna a gweed advert fur his trade, as thin as the
links o the crook an a permanent dreep at the pynt o his snoot, bit he hid
a takkin wye wi him wi littlins, an sae wis weel likit bi cottars an
fermers baith. He hid bin byordnar kind tae the Troot Wallie cottars fin
their quine Jessie drooned hersel, nae a wird o the bairn she wis cairryin
gaed doon on the daith certificate, tho aabody kent, onywye, fur fit ither
thing wid cause a fit young lassie tae dae awa wi hersel? Eenoo, his
hoosekeeper Janet hid devauled a meenit at the tackety buits o Jock Dow, fa
wis raxin inno the basket o pieces wi a haun like a ham shank.

Fur days noo, Jock Dow the grieve hid yolked three shelts tae the drag pole
an led them intae the park wi a wheep at his elbuck an a fag rikkin frae
the crook o his moo. Syne intae the lang rigs o corn the binder breenged,
spewin oot cuttit shaives at its dowp. As lang as the weather held the
hairsters war oot in the park till midnicht wirkin bi the licht o the great
hairst meen, men weemin an bairns. Aa hauns war needit tae stook the
shaves, settin them up on eyn, stibble tae stibble, echt shaves tae a
stook, set north tae sooth tae catch the dryin wins. The day, tho, Jock Dow
hid led the horse back tae the stable fur a feed o hey an watter at eleyven
o clock, sune efter Minnie's mither Sally an the kitchie deem Meg Ramsay
cried aa the big fowk intae the ferm kitchie fur a plate o yaval broth.
Seein's the kitchie wis nippit fur space an the day wis fine, the hairsters
hid taen their denner oot in the park, or hauf up the hill like Minnie, tae
catch the sun.

Jist alang frae Jock Dow, Matthew Bruce, Minnie's da, wis clartin grease on
the binder, fool orra brute o thing that it wis, fur naebody kent foo it
wirkit bit him, fa'd bin schuled at Strathbogie College, the same
Strathbogie College that Minnie's brither Matty attendit ilkie day, unless
it wis hairst, like noo. The binder wheeched the legs frae the corn afore
it, an spewed bun shaves oot ahin. Bawds an hairst mice ran wud-feart afore
the muckle hairy feet o the horse an the sooch an click o the binder. Noo,
tho, the binder wis quate, its wark feenished this whyle, its maister
ficherin wi't, sortin the tichtness o the binder towe, fur he'd promised a
shottie o't tae Tullynorth... The corn wis dry an licht, the binder twine
wad need tae be adjusted tae suit. Minnie's faither stude like a brig on
the park aneth, wi a fit in twa warlds, the auld an the new, the warld o
the horse on ae side the warld o the machine on tither, a serious, tall
man, staunin apairt frae the claik o the wirkers he feed an fired.

The horses that hauled the cairts wad rest in the cweel o the stable fur
anither oor yet, Tibby an Prince an Fauldie. Their stable-fiers, Jimmy an
Nancy war deliverin milk in the toon. Fauldie wis Minnie's favourite. Eenno
he wad be whinneyin fur his meat. Sune, Jock wad feenish his piece, an
gyang back tae the stable tae lead him oot tae the watter troch in the
yaird, forkin hey inno his manger, an wyin oot his corn ration fur efters,
like pudden efter broth. The horse micht rest fur three oors at dennertime,
the fowk cudna. Hens an dyeuks still hid tae be fed, hoosewark dane, fires
mendit, an the byre made ready fur the evenin's milkin, a kirn o jobs like
threidin a strae raip, ilkie ain dovetailin inno the ither, till whyles
Matthew Bruce hardly sleepit in his bed ava, sae faiver said a fairmer's
life wis easy wis a damt leear fa niver cam within a sniff o gweed honest
sharn. The darg wis hard, the oors war lang, bit at least the fairmhoose
wis warm, hett, clean,an weel-plenished. Nane o the Bruces iver stood at
the back o a dyke an grat cause they didna ken far their neist bawbee wis
comin frae. 

Aa the lans o Leddrach Minnie cud see frae the tap o the heathery knowe, as
far as the cauld ice prods o Ben Nagarr weirin its hanky o sna in its bosie
that niver meltit ava, like an ice laird's hairt. East lay the knowe o
Corrlichie, far a Gordon laird as fat as a puddock fell aff his shelt an
deid at the heicht o a battle, afore he cud even draa sword, an the wee
broon burn o Corrlichie ran reid fur three days an mair, sae gluttit it wis
wi deid an deein Gordons. Fit the fecht wis aboot Minnie cudna richt myne,
fur the Gordons war aye fechtin somebody, bit Mary Queen o Scots micht hae
bin at the back o't like Helen o Troy, an some fowk said she watched the
fecht frae the tap o the knowe, jist like Minnie wis watchin noo, dowpit
doon on the hill, owerluikin the hairst park aneth. 

She sat, still an serious, an eleven year auld gaun on fur echty, like a
wee clay dallie, mouldit, fired an cweeled bi the cheengin sizzens, as
muckle a pairt o the scenery as the kittlin groomin its cleuks at the barn
door, or the rodden tree showdin saftly at the neuk o the Neep Park
Cottars' hoosie, wyed doon wi a line o washin. Hoosaeiver a shout frae the
park aneth seen gart her steer, fur Isie Menzies wis climmin up the knowe
tae jyne her. Tho Minnie's faither niver cam richt oot an said it, it wis
unnerstood that she didna makk friens wi the cottar bairns, shiftless,
thriftless, puckles o Steenhillock cottars hid been. Nae the bairns' wyte,
mebbe nae their fowk's either, fur they cud be turned awa frae the place
withoot ony redress, if they misfitted Steenhillock himsel in the smaaest
wye. An the Bruce's hid a fare notion o themsels, ay, wi the dairyin
thrivin there in the toun, and Auld Mattha dowped on the boord o directors
o the Northern Mart. 

Whyles, cottars stole neeps an firwid, an her da turned a blin ee tae thon,
fur they aa did it. Bit he didna like it, nae ava. Isie, tho, wisna a
cottar bairn, her buits war guid stoot leather, made bi the soutar o
Leddrach. Her faither Chae, an her mither Lotty, fermed Tullynorth, an they
had sent men tae help Steenhillock wi his hairst. Isie wis ages wi Minnie
Bruce, a full cousin on her faither's side, throw his mither's fowk, the
Menzies o Claggordie. The Menzies war clartit wi siller, aabody kent that.
Their faither hid dibbled in stocks an shares, an ained third shares o the
Dach distillery, sae it maittered little tae them if the hairst wis guid or
coorse, fur their breid wis buttered on baith sides. Neist year, fin Isie
turned 13, she wid gyang tae a fee-pyin schule in the toon, awa frae the
soss o Kilrogie. The Menzies wad be roupin oot efter the hairst. They hid
bocht a wee hotel in the toon, awa frae the tyranny o the byre. The cottars
micht shift fur thirsels, syne. Someither chiel an his wife wad hae the
trauchle o keepin ferm accoonts an buyin an sellin stock an gear at the
marts an roups roon Leddrach. 

Isie's hame lay ower Steenhillock's parks tae the east. The Bruces ained a
peat cut ower at the Moss o Leddrach, atween Kilrogie school an Tullynorth,
an there they cut an stackit, dried an hurled hame fifty loads an mair, tae
see them throw the winter, tho Minnie's da cut less an less each year.
Chaip fuel wisna chaip fin it tuik sae lang tae gaither, fin aa ye needit
wis a scrat o the pen on an invoice, an blaik bags o shelbottle an dross,
delivered tae yer door. Peat wis a fine, sweet, crummly heat on a winter's
nicht, bit it brunt awa tae stoor. Coal that wis bankit up wi a shovelfu o
dross tae keep it gaun, wis aye there smutherin awa in the mornin, a sma
job tae raik up the cinners an bigg the lowe again. Minnie, tho, likit fine
tae cut peats ower at Tully's, fur Isie wis ay full o tricks, ye niver
weariet lang in her company. The cottar bairns keepit a bittie o distance
atween themsels an Minnie an Isie baith, faith ye cudna be easy wi a quine
fa's faither cud takk the meat frae yer plate as quick as luik at ye.

Seein her cousin warsslin up the Hill, she shook the crummles frae her
piece ower the heather, and ran doon the brae tae meet her. Sune, Isie
scrammlit up an catched up wi Minnie an ran on afore her diggin the taes o
her button-buits inno the heather, climmin farrer roon the Hill o Leddrach,
cryin on the slow-coach tae follae her. 'Race ye roon tae the Earth
Hoosie!' she cried. An Minnie follaed, pechin, fur the brae wis steep an
the heather lang an wirey.

On the wye tae the Earth Hoosie, the twa cousins devauled a meenit, at the
sicht o a boorich o sma fite beens wi raggedy cloots o oo hingin atween
them.
'Ane o the spring lammies,' Isie telt Minnie, fa hid nae dealins wi yowes
ava, fur the Bruces war dairy fairmers, nae mutton fowk.
'Fit killt it?' speired Minnie.
'Its mither didna ain it,' Isie telt her. 'It happens wi yowes, aften wi
twins. The mither takks tae een, bit nae the tither, an jist wauks aff an
leaves it.'
'Tae dee?' speired Minnie.
'Tae fen fur itsel,' replied Isie. 'Gin anither yowe's tint a lammie,
faither skins the deid lammie's and ties its fleece roon the ootlinn. Yowes
arena very bricht, ye see. The yowe fa's tint her bairn smells the kent
yoam o the deid littlin, and whyles she'll lat the littlin sook her, an
bring it up as her ain.'
'Yon's coorse' quo Minnie.
'Nae bit,' Isie telt her. 'It's natur. Natur isna aye as nicey-nice as they
like ye tae think in the kirk. If Natur wis cut an dried like the shaves
doon there, nae yowe wid turn awa frae a lammie it drappit. Bit Natur's nae
cut an dried. It's quanter, like the bits o the cornpark flattened doon bi
rain. Maybe mitherin's like that. Some hae mair nur ithers.'

Minnie turned yon ower in her harns like a slow furrow cowpin ower frae a
ploocut. Wi her brither Matty, her mither wis kindness hersel, the cauld
win cudna bla on him. Wi Minnie, she gaed throw the motions. The quine wis
weel-groomed, hoosed, clean an fed. Sae war the horse in the stable. Fin
Tarry McPhail wirked the horse, he gaed throw the motions as weel. He wis a
dairyman, nae a horseman. Horse war ae mair job tae tick aff amang a heeze
o ithers. A tyauve, a scunner, a trauchle. Fin Jock Dow wirked the
horse,tho, ye kent the odds richt aff, fur syne Fauldie an Tibby an Prince
strode oot wi virr in their muckle ashets o feet, fur they kent he likit
them, bi touch, bi spikk, an mebbe even bi smell, if fit Isie said wis
true. Like a flooer that opens up fin the sun shines doon on't, Mitherin,
then, wis a fey thing, a quanter thing. Steenhillock wis mair a mither tae
his dother than iver his wife Sally wis, fur he lued her as weel if nae
better than the wirds in the Haly Buik that he wis sae fond o spikkin. Yet
Sally Bruce wisna coorse in the vicious sense o the wird, fur she niver
liftit her haun tae her hauf-grown quine, faith she niver touched her ava,
if she could help it. An luv, Minnie kent, wis like the great blue sea o a
sky that the hairsters prayed wad bide clear. Ye cudna girn if it derkened,
ye jist got stuck in an made the best o things fitiver.

Isie reached the Earth Hoosie first, wi Minnie close ahin. They crept in
backwyse inno the low moo o it, nae muckle bigger nur the moo o a tod's
den, a lang human burrow that grew braider an heicher as ye neared the eyn
it, sae heich ye cud staun up in the pitmirk cweel, like a brock or a
rubbit or a futterat. Whyles, the twa made a den o the auld Earth Hoosie,
an stumps o caunle lay fizzled oot on the yirdy fleer. It wis dry, an
secret, cuttit twal fit inno the hill. The cottar bairns niver kent o the
Earth Hoosie, they biggit their hoosies an dens frae fir branches inno the
Fir Widdie, or auld beech boughs in Kilrogie Wids. Cottarfowk cheenged near
as aften's ye cheenged yer sark. They lowpit like flechs, they cudna bide
at peace naewye. Bit fermers bedd an reeted, fur mebbe a twa, three
generations, nae a day an a denner...an fermers' bairns kent ilkie stick an
steen o their faithers' grun, an aa its secret placies. Isie said Fermin an
Natur baith hid their nesty sides. Ye micht pett an bosie a new-born
calfie, bit fin yon calfie turned till an auld eel coo, doon the road she
gaed tae the knackers withoot a meenit's thocht.

Whyles, the cousins played in the foun o the Earth Hoosie, pretendin it wis
a kitchie an clappin berries an steens on tap o docken leaves makkin on
they war mince an tatties. The day, tho, they lay hauf in, hauf o't o the
mou o't, lyin on their wames on the grun, luikin doon ower the hairst park.
It wis sae hett that Isie lowsed the tap three buttons on her blouse,
openin the boddom o her lang, fair neck tae the hairst sun. She hid lang,
reid hair, did Isie, rugged back in a smeeth-caimbed pleat, hair the colour
o roosty iron, green cat's een an a hairt-shaped face wi a button snoot an
lugs as deinty an sma as a hairst moose. Minnie luiked naethin like her.
She favoured her mither's side, the Ross's o Migvree, nae the Bruces. Queer
that, tae luik sae like her mither, an be sae little thocht o bi her.
Minnie's hair wis as thick an roch as Tibby's tail. Her jaw wis squar an
her shanks war lang an sturdy. Isie, tho, wis like a waucht o thistledown,
fariver she gaed, she shone, sma boukit an licht's a fireflaucht.

Fin Isie lowsed her buttons, Minnie noticed three roon purple merks at the
tap o her cousin's breist been, bruises that luikit like thoomb preints the
colour o brummil-bree.
'Fa's hurtit ye Isie?' she speired, fur yon cudna be caused bi a faa.
Isie leuch. 'It wisna sair. He wisna hurtin. He wis sookin.'
'Sookin?' quo Minnie, bumbazed.
Isie rolled ower onno her back, her green een luikin up at the clouds
scuddin alang the lift on their wye tae Ben Nagarr. 'Fa's strongest,
Minnie. Loons or quines?'
'Thon's easy!' her cousin replied. 'Loons of coorse.'
'No they're nae,' fuspered Isie. 'No they're nae. I can makk them weak as
kittlins. I can makk them prigg.'
'Fit div ye makk them prigg fur?' speired Minnie.
'Niver ye heed! Ye'll ken some day. Jock's back on the binder again,
there's twa rigs left tae cut an the stookin's dane. Race ye back doon the
hill an ower the dyke!'

Isie wis first ower the dyke, pechin, her reid pleat stottin aff her back,
bit it wis Minnie that aabody wis wytin fur. Ae boorichie o aits stude
shimmerin in the strang efterneen sun, up at the far neuk aside the
Guidman's Craft. The Guidman's Craft wis the name the fermfowk gaed tae the
gusset o grun atween twa dykes left ower tae the wud beasts o the pairish,
their ain wee airt nae touched bi scythe or plooshare, a roch rickle o
nettles, steens, briers an butterflees. The auld fowk o the Leddrach said
that if the beasts hid their ain bit grun, they wadna covet the grun ained
bi their neebors the fermers. An the sweetest brummils grew in yon divits o
wyvin girse an wanderin willie, an the bonniest butterflees bedd there, an
the verra steens o the dyke war spirkit wi reid in their sizzen wi the
wings o leddylanners.

Here stude the hinmaist boorich o corn, the clyack shaif, wytin tae be
sheared, trimmlin in the licht September win. Meg Ramsay hid telt Minnie
that fin the hairst wis early, the Leddrach fowk caad the shaif 'The
Maiden'. Gin it hid bin late, twid hae bin 'The Auld Wife'. An Meg said,
mair, that anely a clean quine cud bind it, a young quine nae man body'd
haunlit. An Tarry McPhail hid taen his pipe ooto his mou an dichtit his
baccy-broon fuskers, an said that doon aroon Angus fin he'd bin cottared
there, the fermfowk caad it 'The Bawd', fur they thocht that the speerit o
the hairst creepit in o't, a great grey ghaist o a bawd, like the
lang-shanked lang-lugged craiturs that flew throw the corn like the win fin
the binder wis wirkin.

'Dowp doon Minnie,' her faither cried, brakkin inno her dwaum. 'Yer brither
Matty's the youngest loon in the back park, sae he his the cuttin o't. Bit
ye're the youngest quine, an ye hae the bindin o't.'

Wisn't it jist like her da tae swick? Isie her cousin wis a month younger
than Minnie...bit it wisna her faither's hairst, it wis Steenhillock's,
that wad be the wye they'd pickit her afore Isie. Isie wis fully as clean
as Minnie, her peenie wis aye like the driven snaa an her sheen shone like
sharn on a weet lea rig. Sae Minnie lowpit the dyke, an ran tae the back
park far the last o her faither's aits war cuttit, an dowpit doon in the
roch jobby stibble o the sheared park, a young, clean quinie, an spreid oot
her cotton peenie, an wyted while Matty her brither, aulder nur her bi twa
year, spat on his haun, an swung the shaft o the scythe back an roon an
brocht the guid corn doon like a wummin's hair lowsed frae its preens at
nicht. An the clyack wis bun an pleated wi bonnie blue ribbons, an they
liftit Minnie grippin the shaif ontae Fauldie's back, an lead them hame in
triumph tae the fairm, their faces brunt broon bi the sun, caff fleein like
gowden stoor frae the dowp o the creakin cairt that duntit ahin great
Tibby's sweeshin tail. An Minnie forget tae speir foo Isie hid come bi yon
bruises, far her breistbeen jyned the foon o her lang fite neck, as the
hairsters scaled frae the park settin aff fur hame or byre or fariver their
roadies tuik them.


2. FLOOERS IN OCTOBER

At the fit o Steenhillock brae, a twa mile ben the main road frae the
neep-park cottars wis a crossroads. Here, ye micht cairry fair on tae
Dunracht some fower mile aff, or fork tae the north three mile as the craa
flees, tae the clachan o Leddrach gin ye'd a mind. In the nearest neuk o
the crossroads wis Kilrogie schule, ae lang chaumer wi a stove tae gie some
heat, a rikkin lum wi its schulehoose tackit ontilt. The ruler o this sma
empire wis Miss McFarlan, as dour an nippit an soor's a limb o the
educational tree as iver liftit a tawse. Faith, Tarry McPhail was say, ye
widna need tae bigg a tattiebogle tae flegg the craas awa, jist open the
schuleroom windaes an lat them hear her skreichin fin her birse wis up, or
something misfittit her.

Kilrogie schuleroom wis stervin cauld in October. The wee stove huggit its
heat tae itsel as if it wis feart tae share it. The heather in the moss o
Leddrach, atween the schule an the Menzies fairm o Tullynorth wis poodery
an broon, the heather bells mair like wee dry castanets, rattlin in the
dreich wins. At the back o the schule, the glaury puil was a sottar o
kirned dubs, far bairns' tackety buits hid trampled the simmer girse tae
smush. East o the schule an the puil, the wids o Pitrasherty raise up, a
bield fur rubbits, a hinneycaimb wi their burrows, a rubbit fortress. Frae
their dubby lair they reenged ower the nearhaun fairms ettin aathing clean
in, a plague o furry locusts. 

Minnie luikit throwe the schule room windaes inno a sky, a corp that wis
drained o bluid, nae a pikk o colour in't, blae an dull as dishwatter. The
birks in the wids tho war a lowe o yalla an gowd, the hips an hawes in the
sheughs war skirps o bluid, an roon the fit o the muckle horsechestnut
trees, sheeny conkers lay in their wee green spikey jaikets, knights' maces
o auld.

In the verra mids o the wids stude the horsie steen. The bairns o the
Leddrach caad it the horsie-steen, fur gin ye luikit close eneuch, ye cud
jist makk oot the shape o a carved shelt wi a chiel on his back. A Pict,
fowk said he wis. Foo it cam tae be there nane o the bairns kent, bit
Minnie Bruce secretly thocht the shelt micht be an ancestor o Fauldie, her
Da's favourite horse, tho Fauldie wis bigger nur yon shelt, wi braider feet
an heicher aathegither. She cud jist aboot makk oot the horsie-steen frae
the windae o the schuleroom. Dandy Davidson, Steenhillock's orraloon, wis
there in the wids aside it. He wis a fernytickelt loon, aa airms an legs
like a daddylanglegs, fa smokit a cutty pipe an keepit a futterat fur
rubbitin. His fowk ained a craftie hauf wye doon the steep rain ruttit
roadie worn roch bi the hooves o kye an horse that ran atween Steeny's an
the main road. The craftie wis a nochtie placie, a wee roch patch in the
itherwise gleamin silky greens an gowds o Matthew Bruce's hey an corn
parks. Dandy hid left the schule at simmer, finiver he turned fowerteen, an
gaen tae wirk at Steenhillock. Eenoo, he wis slawly creepin roon the
rubbit's hoosies, blockin aff ilkie hole wi a steen, makkin ready fur a
day's wirk wi the futterat, a slack time at the fairm an a guid chaunce tae
kill aff the furry vratches o rubbits.

Minnie's teacher wis staunin in front o the stove warmin her dowp. She wis
a year or twa the wrang side o forty, Miss McFarlan, an ill-naturet worrit
o a craitur wi a reid mowser on her tapmaist lip an a permanent lirk atween
her broos, like an ill-fittin seam. There war nae mair nur ten bairns at
schule that foreneen. The missin echt war frae fairms tae the wast o
Dunracht, an thon day they war awa liftin tatties at Pitrasherty Hame
fairm, sae excused frae attendin. The takk-aa wadna be veesitin the hoose
fur an argy-bargy. The tattie-howkin wisna tae stert at Steeny's, Tully's,
nur Northies till the wikeyn, sae the bairns o schule age frae thon fairms
war aa present. Ilkie bairn sat wi a slate an a slate pencil. A map o the
warld hung skweejee on ae waa, an embroidered sampler hung on tither. Their
ainer, Miss McFadyn wis spikkin poetry.

Slowly and sadly we laid him down
From the field of his fame fresh and gory:
We carved not a line, and we raised not a stone
But we left him alone with his glory!

Dowpit doon at the back o the class, Isie wis scrattin oot her ain version
o't wi a slate pencil on her slatie, in scratty haunwritin:

Slowly an sadly we laid him doon
We rubbit his nose in butter
We pit him in a sardine tin
An floatit him doon the gutter.

Minnie leuch. Miss McFarlan heard her. Up she merched an read Isie's
scrattins. The tawse cam oot o its drawer, an the teacher wheeched it
throwe the air wi its lang leather tongue, skelp ontae Isie's saft plump
haun.
'Isie Menzies, ye've as much sense as a flech' she raged.
Isie tossed her lang reid pleats an sniffed.
'I dinna care fit she dis,' she telt Minnie as Miss McFarlan gaed back tae
her desk. 'Fin we roup oot at Mairtinmas, Da's pitten me tae a braw schule
in the toun, naethin like this tippency haepenny fleapit. Miss McFarlan's
jist a glorifeed skiffy, Da says, she widna ken a bar o music frae a bar o
soap.'

Minnie's brither Matty gaed tae a braw schule in the toun, Strathbogie
College, tho Minnie wis quicker on the uptakk. Bit then, she wis jist a
quine an wad likely get merriet: a waste o a guid education aabody said.
Sae she sattled fur playin at schulies ahin the henhoose at Steeny's wi her
clooty dall an the chuckens as pupils. Miss McFarlan, tho, wis gled o
Minnie's help as a monitor wi the littlins. Maist o the littlins war frae
ae faimly, steppies an steenies, belangin tae Spikk Thamson an his wife
Molly, fa farmed Northies, neist door tae the Menzies fairm o Tullynorth,
tae the east o Steenhillock. Fowk caad him Spikk fur he seldom opened his
mou, bit wid answer ye wi a nod or a grunt or a nicher like an ayld dane
shelt. His wife, Molly wis roon's a buttered bap, tho fit wis fat an fit
wis bairn wisna gweed kennin, fur since they'd bin merriet she drappit a
bairn ilkie year. They keepit a champion cull. bit fowk said that spikk o
Northies micht makk a better job himsel if he lowsed his galluses in the
byre. Faith, he michtna be bonnie, bit there wis nae denyin the chiel wis
fertile. Forbye, Northie's bull wis a coorse, illnaturet breet an wad gore
ye as quick as luik at ye if ye made the mistak o cuttin ower Northie's
grun on the wye tae schule. Northies keepit a puckle yowes at the back o
the Hill o Leddrach, black faced yowes, bit maistly he let his parks oot
fur feedin beasts. He anely fussled twa tunes did Spikk, Katy Beardie and
the Leddrach Pairish favourite, Teenie Trickie:

Up wi't Teenie Trickie timmer leg an aa
Up wi't Teenie Trickie timmer leg an aa
Up wi't Teenie Trickie timmer leg an aa
She did in the coort an ahin the stable waa

Fowk said thon sang cud hae bin aboot Spikk's wife hersel, bit fowk'll say
onything. Fariver he did it, the bairns war bonnie eneuch in their wye.
Like piz in a pod they war, blin- fair, wi snottery snoots an hair like
dried strae. Willie the youngest peed his brikks regular raither than sikk
oot tae the wattery, bein feart o Miss McFarlan. Maist o the time, he sat
in a neuk his lane, sent there in disgrace fur hodgin aboot an nae pyin
attention.

Efter the poetry recitation wis ower, the bairns ran throwe the catechisms,
syne Miss McFarlan screived a heeze o sums on the boord wi a daud o chakk -
it skreiched fin it skyted on the boord an she broke a nail. The aulder
bairns war set tae their lang-division an Minnie wis sent tae gar the
littlins chant their tables in a neuk. Miss McFarlan tuik up the tings an
opened the moo o the blaik stove tae shovel in a sup coal. The fire hoastit
oot a black pluffert o rikk an she powked it up tae gar it daunce, afore
pittin tee the door again.

The schuleroom guffed o weet, dryin socks an mochles, fur it hid rained in
the mornin an maist o the bairns hid cam in like drookit rats. Ten tin
flasks, stoppered wi cork an paper, sat roon the fit o the stove, heatin,
ready fur their dennertime piece. As dennertime won nearer, Minnie's heid
began tae stoon. There wis a ruggin feelin doon at the fit o her wame, as
it something hid cleukit her intimmers, an wis tryin tae teir them oot. It
wis a fremmit feelin, a new feelin. Forbye, her drawers war damp an sticky,
as if something wis leakin ooto her.

'Please God, let it nae be skitters' she prayed silently. Minnie tuik
scunner usin the dry lavvies oot in the playgrun, the timmer seats stukken
wi shite, an the stank eneuch tae caa ye ower. She faulded her fingers inno
a neive an rubbit them back an fore alang her wame. As the hauns o the
clock trailed roon tae bell-time, Miss McFarlan said grace, an her wee
boorich o pupils fell tee tae chaw their breid an jam.
'Nae eatin yer piece, Minnie?' speired Isie. 'Gie it tae ain o the
Thamsons. They're aye hungry. Ma says they maun hae wirms.'

Minnie suppit her sweet cocoa, bit it didna shift the queer feelin, nur the
duntin heidache. Fin she'd drained her tin mug tae the lees, she ruggit on
her dry mochles, wippit her scarf toon her thrapple, hauled on her toorie
an jaiket an set aff ootside.
'I'm awa tae watch Dandy wirk the futterat,' quo she, thinkin mebbe the
fresh air wad makk her feel better. Isie follaed her. She likit tae torment
Dandy. He wis three year aulder than them, a skinnymalink o a loon, at yon
glekit age o fowerteen, nae man nae bairn, a halflin fa smokit a cuttit
pipe bit didna yet hae onythin tae scrape frae his chooks wi a razor. The
fattest rattens in Leddrach bedd in Davidson's ae crazy rukk, the hale
place wis little mair nur a rickle o steens held thegither win spit, bit
they war weel eneuch likit foraa that they war throweither deevils.

Dandy hid stopped aa the rubbit's holes bar twa. Inno ae open hole, he wis
makkin ready tae pit the ferret. Syne he'd rin roon tae tither an catch the
rubbits as they cam fleein oot, terrifeed, chap them ahin the neck an kill
them. He lowsed the towes frae the neck o a sack he wis cairryin. The
futterat wis curled up in a baa at the fit o't, soun asleep. 
'Ye can stroke him if ye like. He's a quate breet,' he telt them.
Isie pit her haun in first, drawin it ben the back o the sleepin futterat.
She gied a wee shiver o delicht. 
'Sae smeeth his pelt,' quo Isie. 'Lift him oot, Dandy!'
The halflin liftit the sleepy futterat ooto the pyoke fur Minnie tae haud
in her bosie. It wis aboot the size o a squirrel, bit lang an lean far a
squirrel wis biggit like a teacosy. It wis the colour o pale hinney
streakit wi broon, wi twa sherp preeens o een, like Minnie's ma's hat preen
that she wore fur best on Sundays.
It guffed o musk, a queer strang smell that Minnie's neb hid niver smelt
afore.
'Fyaach!' quo she.
'Fyach yersel,' replied Dandy, risin tae the defence o his favourite pet.
'Ye smell jist as strang's the futterat.'
'I dinna,' the quine cried, turnin reid-faced, hopin the damp in her brikks
wisna skitters efter aa.
'Ay bit ye div,' said Dandy.'Aa humans smell. See my hauns?' He liftit up
his haund tae show the quines. They war clartit green an black wi dubby
girse.
'I hae tae rub ma hauns hard on the grun tae get rid o the man-stink, afore
I gyang near the warren, or the rubbits wid get win o't.'
The futterat yawned in Minnie's airms. Its wee coorse moo wis like an
opened trap, twa raws o razor sherp teeth that cud takk yer finger aff as
quick as luik at ye. She luikit in its een, bit cudna read fit lay ahin
them, in its wee wud harns.
Isie likit the futterat. Minnie wis feart o't. The futterat smelt the fear,
an nippit her, drawin a bricht skirp o bluid. Dandy Davidson wheeched it
awa.

'Preen yer lugs tae the grun,' he telt the twa quines. 'Ye'll hear fit
happens fin the rubbits ken the futterat's in their hoose.' 
Minnie an Isie lay doon on the cauld, hard grun, an listened. The futterat
wisna a meenit doon the warren, fin the quines cud hear the rubbits drummin
wi their hinlegs, drummin oot the warnin souns that rubbits makk tae warn
the lave o danger, deidly danger. Syne there wis a thin skreich like a
bairn skirlin oot o't -ay, richt like a terrified bairn, uncanny yon, near
human, an the first o the rubbits shot oot o the ae unblockit hole, tae be
killt wi a dunt bi Dandy, an laid oot on the frosty grun. Ane or twa gied a
lowp or twa wi their legs, tho their necks war brukken an they warna gaun
onyplace onymair, afore they streakit oot wi their derk een glazed an
sticky. 

The pain at the fit o Minnie's wame grew waur. She cud feel the stickiness
growin atween her legs. Dandy said she stank. Mebbe she did. She raise up
frae the warren, an left them tilt. Isie wis enjoyin hersel, she aye did
fin loons war aroon. Minnie hid telt her ma an Meg Ramsay aboot the bruises
she'd seen on Isie's neck in the Earth Hoosie, an Meg an her ma hid luikit
at een anither, an said that Isie wis surely gaun tae be 'a man's body'
fitiver that meant, an warned Minnie niver tae get ower close tae a loon or
something micht happen, tho they didna tell her fit that thing micht be,
tho it soundit rale nesty. Loons cud be coorse, she kent that. They blew up
puddocks wi a straa till they burst. They rypit teuchits nests an broke
their eggies. If loons cud dae thon tae the breet beasts, fit cud they dee
tae quines? 

She wauked awa frae the warren, leavin Isie an Dandy tae their ain devices,
an cairriet on inno the mids o Pitrasherty wids, till she reached the
runkled face o the Horsie Steen. Loons warna coorse tae shelts like they
war tae puddocks, or rubbits, or daddylanglegs. They pu'd the wings an legs
aff daddylanglegs an thocht it fun. Jock Dow the grieve, her ain da,
Matthew Bruce, Dandy, even, war gweed tae shelts, tho. Fair made pets o
them, thocht mair o them whyles than they did o their ain families. It wis
naething fur Minnie's Da tae bide oot aa nicht sleepin in the strae wi a
meer at foalin time. Fin Fauldie tuik colic aince, her da hidna slept
atween sheets for fower days till the horse wis richt better.

The wids war quate, here, an dreich. A twa three yalla leaves flichtered
doon frae the tap o a great horse chestnut. A craa flappit awaa skreichin,
pit oot that she'd disturbed him frae his reest. She dowpit doon on the
crackly forest fleer wi its smush o beechnuts an leaves an ooto sicht o
aabody, drew up her skirts. Fit she saw drave the pech clean frae her, an
pit twa fite brands o fear on her rosy chikks. The stickiness wisna
skitters, efter aa. It wis bluid. Things anely bled like that fin they war
hurtit, ay, hurtit sair, like the rubbits grippit an killt in the teeth o
the futterat. There wis nae sign o a cut, nur a bruise tae be seen. Wi
trimmlin hauns she liftit the dry leaves tae scrape the bluid awa luikin
fur some deep hurt on her flesh tae makk sense o't. The bluid wisna comin
frae ootside, tho, it wis seepin frae inbye her. Something inside her wis
hurtit, wis brukken. Mebbe she wid dee. She tried tae clean it awa wi
haunfus o roch dry girse an moss, bit anely spreid the sticky clart aa ower
hersel. Noo, her verra hauns war reid, like Meg the cook fin she washed
coo's liver oot afore she sliced it.

She sterted tae rin fur hame, keepin weel ooto the road o Isie an Dandy,
skirtin the back o Rogie's puil far the littlins war still duntin their
feet on its steeny banks, ettin their denner piece an flingin steens in the
dubby watter. She ran throw her Da's peat cut at the Moss o Leddrach,
rinnin as if her life dependit on't, fur faith, she thocht it did, her
hairt thumpin an stounin like a wud thing, like the rubbits warnin feet at
the stank o daith fin it entered their ain derk chaumer.

There war twa roads noo she micht takk, up by Tullynorth, far her aunt,
Lotty Menzies wad be gaitherin eggs fur an efterneen at the bakin, or north
wast throwe the neep park, its shaws aa rottit an frostit. Hitchin up her
draiggled petticoats, she climmed the dyke at sic a rate she caad doon the
tapmaist steen. Dandy wad seen be set tae mend it onywye, fit fur little
eese till he learned the plooman trade. Her buits cobbled ower an sliddered
atween the raws o neeps, bit on she ran like a tod wi a pack at its dowp
till she reached Kilrogie wids, an the ae gress park that lay atween her an
hame. Here, she dauchled awhile, tae catch her braith, fur her lungs war
sair noo an she focht fur win. Her braith, fin she lat it oot, hung afore
her like a wee grey cloud. The great green firs aroon her stood like
watchers, sayin naethin ava bit their ain laich Autumn sough.

A bare ten meenits frae hame, she luikit throw the spinnle airms o a beech
at the wallie richt in the mids o the girse park. Jock Dow the grieve wis a
dowser, twis him that fan thon wallie three year back, wi naething bit a
fork o hazel atween his hauns tae pynt it oot. He'd let Minnie haud the
hazel fork the day he'd fand it. In her twa wee hauns the twig wis a deid,
fooshunless thing, bit fin Jock tuik her twa thin wrists in his great roch
hauns, the hazel lowpit. Syne the twig pulled doon wi a force like magic
that fair bumbazed her. Deep, deep doon in the wame o the lan, ooto sicht o
mortal een, the watter bedd, in its cauld blaik lair. Bit Jock Dow'd fand
it oot, it cudna hide frae him. Fit if Jock Dow cud dowse fur bluid as
weel? Fitiver wis torn an wellin up inside her, wid Jock Dow ken?

Thochts raced throw her heid like rinnin bawds, criss crossin a corn park
afore the binder. Anither stoon o pain at the fit o her wame drave her on
again, throw the park, ben the back o the stable, roon the side o the byre,
an throwe the coort. Syne she wis liftin the latch on the green timmer
gairden gate, she wis clatterin ower the steen path flags aside the muckle
cheese press, she wis pushin open the door o the hoose, she wis intae the
kitchie, an greetin in Meg Ramsay's bosie.

'Wheeshtie, wheeshtie lassie, fitiver's adee?" speired Meg, showdie her
maister's dother back afore.
'I'm deein, I'm deein Meg', Minnie sobbit oot, an fin she'd quatened a bit
like a fleggit beast that's fand a safe neuk, she telt Meg fit hid happened
till her.
'Weel, weel, is that aa,' quo Meg. 'It happens tae aa lassies aroon your
age. I'll poor a sup hett watter inno the basin, an clean ye up. I'll gie
ye something tae weir tae catch the bluid, an seein's ye've hid a gey fleg,
mebbe I'll lay oot yer goon. I'll fill the steen pig wi hett watter, an up
ye gyang tae yer beddie wi Besty yer dall. Fin yer aa redd up an cosie,
I'll bring ye a cuppie o tea, an we'll hae a news aboot this. Yer ma should
mebbe hae warned ye that this wid happen.
'Far is ma?' speired Minnie, growin a thochtie easier.
'Ower at the byre wi yer da. There's a sick coo needin attention.'
'I canna pit on ma goun, Meg, I've tae help wi the milkin at teatime.'
'Nae the nicht, ye winna. Ye winna set fit in the byre till yer better. A
lassie in your condition wad soor the milk.'

An the skiffie washed her an soothed her, an tuckit her up in her bed,
comin back in a wee whyle wi the promised cuppie o tea, tae explain far the
bluid cam frae.
'His naebody telt ye onything aboot it ava?' she speired.
Minnie shook her heid.
'Weel it comes tae aa weemin, the curse, an it comes ilkie month till auld
an past the age o haein a bairn yersel. Gin ye takk doon yer faither's
Bible, ye can read fur yersel the wye o't, I'm nae muckle eese wi wirds.'
Meg opened the Buik at Genesis, chapter three, verse saxteen, an read till
the young quinie fit God said tae Eve efter she'd temptit Adam inno etten
the aipple o wisdom, an throw her coorseness, baith o them war turnt ooto
Eden, like ill daein cottars at term-time.

I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt
bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall
rule over thee.

That much Minnie kent wis true. At dennertime, her faither wis ay fed
first, syne the feed men that ate wi them. Weemin war fed neist, bairns
efter thon, the collie dug Benjy last ava. That wid likely be far the wird
Evil cam frae, efter the first wummin in the first gairden on earth.
'It's fule bluid, Minnie. Orra.'
'Div men bluid tee?'
'No. they hinna got a curse. Jist weemin. An ye shouldna wash yer hair fin
yer nae weel, at yer time o the month.'
'Foo nae?'
'It washes the strength ooto ye. Forbye it's affa unlucky.'
'Bit Da'll winner fit wye I'm nae helpin him in the byre!'
'Lordsake lassie, yer surely nae thinkin o tellin him! Na, na. That's ain o
wummins' secrets. Men hae there's, tee.'
'Fit secrets dae men hae, Meg?'
'If I telt ye thon, it widna be a secret. Bit ye'll tae ca cannie, noo
Minnie, an bide awa frae loons, fur noo ye've gotten the curse ye can faa
wi a bairn.'
'Foo div ye faa wi a bairn, Meg?'
'Bide awa frae loons. or ye'll seen fin oot. Hiv ye niver seen the staig
mount the meer? Or the bull in the park wi the coos?'
She wis niver let inno the stable fin the staig cam veesitin, an as fur the
bull, it luikit like coalie-bag lifts, like ye played in the playgrun. She
wis mair bamboozlit nur iver.
'Anither thing'll cheenge noo, an aa,' the kitchie deem continued. 'Ye
mauna gie yer Da a bosie afore ye gyang tae yer bed. Yer ower auld fur
bosies noo. Bosies lead tae ither things wi man bodies.'
'Fit ither things?' speired Minnie.
'Ye'll ken sune eneuch. It's jist that men canna help thirsels, sae it's up
tae weemin tae bide oot ower an be decent.'

Meg left her maister's dother tae luik ower the Bible tae see fit else she
micht fin oot aboot weemin an the vexxed business o The Curse.The Guid Buik
fell open at the fifteenth chapter o Leviticus:

And if a woman have an issue, and her issue in her fresh be blood, she
shall be put apart seven days; and whosever toucheth her shall be unclean
until the event.

And if any man lie with her at all, and her flowers be upon him, he shall
be unclean seven days, and all the bed whereon he lieth shall be unclean'

Flooers... a queer wird fur bluid, bit fittin, somehow. Like the hips an
hawes that flamed in the briars eenoo, like the petals o the rose itsel fin
it bloomed in simmer. Except these flooers war secret flooers, an these
flooers war unclean, like Minnie hersel, barred frae the beasts in the byre
till she wis better, barred frae her faither's affection, a bladdit flooer,
an unclean flooer, till the reid filth wellin up inside her wis ower an
by.


3. HALLOWEEN

Wi rowan tree weel fenced aboot
We're safe frae ilkie evil
For weel I ken thon wid his pouer
Tae scare awa the Deevil

Minnie wis dowpit doon cross-leggit at her faither's feet, howkin the
intimmers ooto her Halloween neep wi a soup speen an gaitherin the scrapit
dauds o veggie inno an auld tin pot. There wis naethin byordnar in this, in
ilkie ferm aroon the pairish cottar an ferm bairns wad be daein the same.
Hoosaeiver, the auld tin pot wis placed abeen an ootspreid newspaper
because Minnie an the neep war ben in the gweed room, far her faither wis
readin the faimly bible afore he rigged fur a meetin o the kirk session.
Sally Bruce, her mither, wis throwe in the kitchie, ironin Steenhillock's
best sark. Oot in the stable, Jock Dow the grieve wis groomin the horse in
the stable, makkin ready tae harness it teetle the gig fur the hurl doon
the roch road tae Steenhillock kirk manse. The tea dishes war steepin in
the sink, stukken wi birssled stovies, an Meg Ramsay wis new back frae the
byre far she'd bin helpin the cattleman feenish aff the milkin.

Minnie's adored her Da. Her faither wis a heich, trim chiel wi a braw broon
mowser like the Kaiser's, an a fob watch glentin at his westcoat pooch. He
cairriet his 52 years unca weel, clean livin an godly, fell godly. He wis
twinin ane o Minnie's lang black curls roon the fingers o his left haun, an
turnin the pages o the Haly Buik wi the tither. The lamps war lichtit, a
saft, gutterin lowe, an the fire wis dauncin blythely in the hearth. The
braiss tings an poker stood in the coal skuttle, alive wi shaddas an
firelicht. As Minnie eidently howked at her neep, her faither read aloud
frae the Auld Testament. He wis readin aloud frae Genesis twintyecht, the
story o Jacob's laidder:

An he dreamed an saw a laidder set upon the eirde, an the tap o it reached
tae Heiven, an saw the Angels o God gyaun up an doon on it. An luik ye, the
Lord stood abeen it an said, 'I am the Lord God o Abraham, thy Faither an
the God o Isaac. I shall gie ye the lan ye lie on tae yersel an yer bairns
efter ye. An yer heirs shall be like the eirde's stoor, ye shall spreid
afar tae aa the airts, an in ye an yer heirs shall aa the faimlies o eirde
be blessed. An luik up, I am wi ye an will keep ye in the place ye
gyang....fur I willna leave ye.'

Minnie pit the speen doon on the rug an restit her haun a meenit, fur it
wis hard wirk howkin oot a Halloween neep.
'Wis the Divil an Angel tee, da?' she speired.
'Foo are ye faan frae Heiven, o Lucifer, son o the mornin. Isiah, verse 14,
chapter 12,' her faither made repon. 'Ay Minnie, he wis, bit he thocht
himsel greater nur God an the Lord cast him doon tae Hell.'
'Doon the laidder,da?' speired the wee quine, fair teen wi the thocht o the
ghaistly laidder raxxin frae Heiven tae the grun.
'Wheesht Minnie,' her faither telt her, nae unkindly. 'Yer brither's tryin
tae feenish his lessons.' 

His fingers, that hid been twinin the lassie's bonnie curls, noo fell tae
strakin her heid like she wis a wee kittlin. She wis a pettit craitur, he
cudna hide that he favoured her far abeen her brither Matty. Bit Matty wis
the son o the hoose, the heir tae Steenhillock an aathing in it, steen an
lime ay gaed tae the loon, auld Scots law, naitural law, an Minnie's
claikin tongue hid tae be stilled tae let the loon get on wi his hamewirk.

Matty wis a dour loon, a scholar, nae as bonnie as Minnie, nae as clivver
as Minnie, bit nae feel fur aa that. Eenoo he wis dowpit doon on a steel at
a sma aik table ower bi the windae, English, Latin an Science jotters lay
at his neive. Whiles he hatit his sister, fur their Da made nae attempt tae
hide the fact he likit her better than ony livin body aboot the place,
better even than Matty's mither, Sally. Throwe the windae at his elbuck, he
could see the stibble park far she'd liftit the clyack sheaf, raxxin teem
an bare in the meenlicht ootbye, ower tae the whinny braes o the Hill o
Leddrach. Yestreen, his faither hid spent the foreneen up thon knowe
sheetin fite hares, an Meg Ramsay hid the guttin, skinnin an stewin o them
fur the evenin meal. Matty, fas neb wis niver ooto a buik, lost nae time in
tellin Minnie as she suppit her platie o hair stew that warlocks could takk
the form o a hare an that even noo they aa micht be eatin ane. Matty hid
said thon kennin fu weel that his sister hid a vivid imagination an like as
no the thocht o eatin a warlock wid pit her aff her sleep. Sure eneuch
she'd hardly sleepit a wink fur thinkin on warlocks an hares, even tho her
faither hid raged Matty an telt him tae haud his wheesht, an speired if
that wis aa the siller he gaed tae Strathboigie Coillege wis gweed fur,
learnin auld wives tales tae fleg wee quines.

The Hill o Leddrach wis weirin a reid croon, a sma reid spirkin toorie far
Northies' bairns an puckles o the nearhaun cottar halflins hid lichtit a
Halloween bleeze:

Bonfire bonfire burn aa
Keep the fairy fowk awa

Minnie kent that fires wad be lichtit in puckles o parks roon Leddrach, ay,
an Dunracht tee, bit nae tae keep awa fairies, naethin sae nochtie as
fairies, na, tae keep awa the Auld Laird o Leddrach, the Warlock Laird
beeriet in Steenhillock kirkyaird at the verra back yett o the Reverend
John Geddes himsel. She wis itchin tae speir at her faither aboot the
warlock, bit kent fine he didna haud wi superstitious styte an anely tholed
the howkin o the neep an the dookin fur aipples tae come, because aa bairns
howkit their neeps an fleggit ane anither wi tales aboot ghaists an bogles,
an he widna takk awa her hermless pleisurs, tho he didna approve o them. 

They sat quate fur the neist hauf oor, faither, son an dother, as derkness
deepened its grip ower the lan. The anely soun wis the wee sooch frae the
Bible as Matthew Bruce turned ower its gowd-edged pages, the scrat o
Matty's pen as he screived his Latin grammar, an the rasp o the speen as it
turned ower the yalla dauds o scrapit neep. The lowe spirkit an crackit up
the lum, an the clock on the mantlepiece gaed clunkety clunk till it stuck
the quarter oor an a wee bit tune sang oot frae its clockwirk throat.
Matty's tyke, Benjy, wis sprauchled afore the fire, raxxin his paws, his
wyme stappit wi parridge, his een steekit, breathin broken an whizzly as
anely a dreamin dug can, his touzly coat taiglit wi dubs, wee tossils o
glaur hingin frae the hinneryen o't. Benjy, tae, wis anely tholed in the
gweed room bi Matthew Bruce because Minnie likit him there. Fin Minnie wis
some itherwye, Benjy wis keepit ootbye, or ben in the kitchie.

Matty wid hae tae brush him afore he beddit, bit nae afore he'd steppit
ower tae the byre tae luik ower the kye that pit siller in the bank an
breid on the table. It wisna Latin grammar nur algebraic equations that did
thon, na faith ye, an Matthew Bruce niver let his loon forget it. Matty
wadna gyang on tae takk a degree like the lave o his fiers, nae siller in
that, his road lay in the plyter o the parks ootbye, an if it wis coorse
tae open the door o learnin tae his young son an syne shut it again,
Matthew Bruce wid hae disagreed. Fermin wis bred inno him. The Bruces war
Steenhillock as much as the Hill o Leddrach an the Troot Wallie, as much as
the smaaest birk in the neuk o Kilrogie wids. Learnin, tho, wis fit set the
fermer apairt frae his cottars, fur a smatterin o learnin meant that the
loon could haud his ane wi doctors, lawyers an the like, speecially wi a
weel-stockit byre o beasts an parks fu o aits an barley tae add tae their
wealth.

At hauf by sax, Minnie's mither cam in wi her da's sark, tae say that Jock
hid harnessed Tibby tae the gig an wis wytin wi the rynes ootbye in the
coort. Minnie didna bide lang efter her faither left. The neep wis
feenished. She sterted tae play wi Benjy, Matty's dug, puin his fuskers
till he gurred.
'Leave him,' her brither warned.
'Winna', cam her answer.
'Leave him Minnie, or ye'll wish ye did.'
'Winna'.
Bit fin Matty lowered his broos an pit doon his buik, Minnie kent she'd
gaen ower far, liftit the neep an ran ben tae the safety o the kitchie. Meg
Ramsay an her mither Sally hid a tin basin wytin reamin wi watter, fur the
quinie tae dook fur aipples blinfauld. Efter the dookin wis daen, Minnie's
lang ringlets war weet as cat's sookins plaistered roon her broo. She
tirred her claes an pit on her flannel goon. She sattled inno the
horsecheer bi the kitchie fire wi her clootie dally, Betsy, an sterted tae
prig wi Meg Ramsay an her mither fur Halloween stories.

'I dinna ken ony Leddrach stories' her mither telt her. 'Haud yer hauns oot
an haud this hank o worsit till I wyve the oo inno a baa. The anely queer
kinna stories I iver heard war aboot the Wee Fowk that flittit frae Migvree
tae Leddrach, some like masel fin I merriet yer faither. Anely they didna
wint tae flit, an they cursed the warlock fa gart them shift wi his
spells:

Dool tae the Warlock o Migvree
An dool tae Migvree's heir
Fur drivin us frae oor seely hame
Tae Leddrach's steeny lair

Stop hodgin, Minnie, an keep yer fingers straicht.'

It wis wearisome, haudin her hauns up in the air whyle her mither wippit
the oo roon an roon inno a baa, bit it hid tae be dane if they winted socks
or ganzies or mochles or scarves or toories tae haud oot the cauld aa
winter. Minnie tried anither tack.
'Meg, fit d'ye ken aboot the Warlock o Leddrach?' she speired. 'Wis he as
coorse as aabody sez?' 
'Oh, fully, ay an mair,' quo Meg, timmerin on wi the dryin up o the plates,
near up tae the oxters in hett sapples. 'Twa hunner year ago this verra
nicht, the Warlock Laird o Leddrach wis pit tae bed bi his last seekness.
Noo as ye'll aa ken (an here, Minnie cockit her lugs, fur she dinna ken
ava), fin the laird wis a young loon, he traivelled frae Leddrach tae Padua
ower in Italy tae attend a schule run bi the Deil fur them that wintit tae
learn the inns an oots o the Blaik Airt, an aince there (here, Meg stoppit
a meenit tae claw a daud o birsslit neep frae the foun o a pan wi a knife,
garrin it skreich like a banshee) the Deil gart aa his pupils pledge their
immortal sowel in excheenge fur their seeven year learnin. An twa hunner
year ago this verra nicht, the Deil cam ower tae Leddrach tae claim the
warlock's sowel' quo Minnie, her een dauncin wi glee.

'Ay, bit thon wisna the eyn o't,' Sally Bruce buttit in. 'Even I ken that,
an I'm frae a different pairish hyne awa. The warlock keepit fower birds as
his familiars, ye see.'
Fit's a familiar, ma?
'Speerit servants that dae fit they're telt..nae like you ay hodgin aboot
an drappin ma worsit'.
The quine quatened doon as her mither set aff again wippin the worsit roon
an roon the baa an pickin up the threids o her story.
'Maist witches keepit a taed or a puddock or a kittlin aroon them. Bit nae
the Warlock o Leddrach, na, he keepit fower birds. A corbie, a jackdaw, a
hawk an a skreichin magpie. An fin he drew near tae deein....(an here, the
wippin o the oo slawed doon fur fear the tale got raivelled) the Divil rode
like the win tae claim his sowel, an sat in the mou o a cave in the gruns o
the Hoose o Leddrach, wytin fur Daith tae feenish the coorse breet aff.

Minnie wis quate as a moose noo, struck dumb bi the verra thocht o the
muckle black Deil cockin his hooves in the moo o a cave sae near. Her
mither cairriet on faister wi the wippin o the worsit, an the tellin o the
tale:
'Bit the Warlock Laird hid read langsyne in a buik that the mirled magpie
wisna blaik aa throwe, an gin it focht fur his sowl agin the corbie, ay, an
won the fecht, his sowel wad be saved frae the birsslin lowes o Hell. It
wad bide ootside the Yetts o Heiven till God tuik peety on't an lat it
in'.
At thon, Minnie near drappit the worsit aathegither wi excitement.
'Fa won, mither, fa won the fecht?
'Weel, the twa birds sterted the fecht on the tap o a steen, an fur seeven
oors they flew an pykit an scrattit at ane anither, till wi an almichty
craik the magpie tore the corbie clean in twa, an ruggit its hairt frae its
briest, an won the laird's repreive. An yon's foo the Deil wis swickit, an
the Warlock Laird lies beeriet in Steenhillock pairish kirk as if he'd bin
a Christian body aa his mortal days'.

Nae tae be ootdane in the tellin o stories, Meg Ramsay cappit thon wi tales
o chiels faa'd disappeared an niver bin seen again in this warld again,
till on Halloween, they'd reappeared wi the help o the fairy fowk:

The nicht is Halloween ladye
The morn is Hallowday
Then win me win me an ye will
For weel I wat ye may.

The baa o worsit wis knottit, the kitchie fire was dampit doon wi dross.
Meg Ramsay wadna let Minnie awa till she'd pared an aipple hale an cowped
the lang reid skin ower her left showder. It laundit wi a plowt on the grun
an curled roon like an a. 
'Thon's the first letter o the name o the chiel ye'll mairry', the kitchie
maid cried, lauchin an clappin her hauns. 'Alec, Airchie, Arthur, Alan,
Albert, Alister....Staun up on the chair Minnie, up ye go noo, that's it,
cannie, an teet in the keekin glaiss ower the sideboord. Ye should see his
likeneess growin ahin ye, there in the glaiss, ower yer left showder. Dye
see't yet quinie?'
Minnie shook her heid.The glaiss wis teem forbyes the kitchie in shadda,
lowpin wi fire an caunlelicht. The oorie face o the lichtit neep teetit
ower at her frae the table frae its slit een wi its sherp wee cuttit teeth
gantin like a wolf's mawe, an the rikk risin up like a curl frae a hole in
its eildritch heid.
'Wheesht Meg, yon's eneuch. We're nae seekin a weet bed the morn's mornin,
' the mistress o Steenhillock telt her skiffy, thinkin they'd mebbe gaen
some far in fleggin the bairn. Sally Bruce drew ower a kitchie steel, an
stude on't tae preen a sprig o rowan abeen the windae. 
'There noo. We're safe eneuch. An Jock's pleated the horses' tails in
braids, sae they'll be safe frae herm this nicht an aa.'

Meg rose at her mistress's tail tae draw the kitchie curtains ticht,
shuttin oot the ferlies o the nicht. Syne on wearie, fleggit feet wi her
caunle gutterin in her haun, Minnie traivelled the timmer stairs tae bed,
feart tae luik in the braisse rods haudin the carpet flat tae the steps fur
fear o fit she micht see there, gled that her faither Matthew wis a kirk
precentor, fur the Divil wid niver daur meddle wi him. 

An yon wis foo Samhuinn cam tae Steenhillock, the first Winter's nicht o
the Celtic year, on frostit meenlicht feet ower the quate parks. The hale o
thon frosty nicht, the youngest quine on the ferm tossed on her bowster an
dreamt o the ghaistly laidder that raise frae the warld tae Heiven An a
swan flew throwe her dream wi a harp at its snawy briest, fur the picturs
frae Matty's buiks tuik reist in his sister's heid an daunced there awhile
ahin her sleepin ee till the cock crawed in November abeen the midden an
the lang deid months o cauld flittit in.


4. THE HORSEMAN'S WIRD 

Matthew, Mark, Luke and John,
Haud the horse till I lowp on,
Haud it faist an makk it staun,
Hup noo horsie! Aff we gyang.

On the Hill o Leddrach, the black faced rams war sirin neist year's lambs.
On the fermlan aneth, the rigs hid bin drawn, the feerins raised. The ploo
hid bin oot aa wikk on the parks o Steenhillock, the fite gulls skreichin
at its dowp. Whyles, the ploo wad strikk a steen an the ploo blade wad
sheer awa frae the rig, an the air wad be blue wi sweirin. Up an doon, up
an doon the lang rigs the yokit horse ruggit the ploo ben the clarty glaur
till it grew ower dark fur the plooman tae see. Syne the team war led back
tae the stable fur the nicht, tae be tied tae their staas, unharnessed,
bedded an wattered an fed, an the harness heistit up ower the spars o the
stable. Fin the great beasts stude chawin their meat, the rikk risin aff
their swytin flanks, Jock Dow sang as he caimbed the touzles an taigles
frae their silky manes a swatch o Drumdelgie, throwin his roch heid back an
takkin a richt moofu o the wirds. He hid a pouerfu voice, Jock, bit nae a
sweet ane :

The frost it bein sae verra hard, the ploo she widna go
An sae commenced oor cairtin days amangst the frost an sna

Ower at the ferm hoose, the fire in the ferm kitchie brunt wi a blue flame,
a sure sign o frost. The stars war that sherp in the sky they luikit like
cut gless. The ferm kittlin wis purrin afore the fire, twa threids an a
thrum, twa threids an a thrum, rochlin doon at the foun o its furry
thrapple. The lowe wis biggit heich wi peats cut frae Steenhillock's share
o the Moss o Leddrach Moss. The lamp wis lit an the kitchie wis
criss-crossed wi shaddas, lowpin like imps. The anely things steerin in the
kitchie apart frae the kittlin, war Minnie, her cousin Isie, an Meg Ramsay
the maid.

Fur the last month up till Mairtinmas, the Menzies hid bin makkin ready tae
roup ooto Tullynorth. They hid selt their grun tae a chiel at Dunracht an
bocht the Glamis Hotel in the hairt o the toon echt mile awa. They hid nae
son tae takk ower the ferm, faith, the Menzies hid nae ither bairn tae
connach bit Isie. She hid wyed near eleyven pun at birth, an near killt her
mither comin inno the warld, a queer thing thon, fur she wis denty noo an
sma boukit. Isie wis tae be sent tae a fee-peyin schule fur young leddies
in the toun, tae polish her up like a bit o jewellry, sae she micht makk a
guid match an mairry intae siller. She'd a heich opinion o hersel did Isie,
bit still hid a saft spot fur Minnie. Jewellery ay luiks best fin it's
preened tae a plain kinno cloot.

The roup hid laisted twa days, a great steer in the pairish, gigs an cairts
an shelts, motor cars an bicycles chokin up the roads an parks aroon as
fowk steered in frae Leddrach, Dunracht an Kilrogie efter a bargain. Isie
hid bin packed aff ooto herm's wye tae bide at Steenhillock wi her cousins,
Minnie an Matty till it wis aa the stooshie wis by. Nae that Matty luiked
ower his snoot at her leddyship bein twa year aulder than her he thocht
himsel fair the man, noo. Hurlin oot an in tae the college ilkie day, he
wis wis eesed tae seein toon quines decked up tae the nines, wi their hair
tied up in ribbons an ither falderals.

The Bruces hid bocht a heeze o trock at the rowp, nae least an auld pianie
tied onno the milk cairt an pued hame bi Princie an Tibby. Isie wis tae get
a new pianie in the toon tae dirl an thump, thon auld moth-etten pianie
frae Tullys wad dae fine fur Minny tae plavver an plunk on. This ae nicht,
Meg Ramsay wis in chairge o the twa quines an the hoose, fur Matty an his
Da an Ma war ower at Tullynorth. There they'd aa bide till daybrakk, makkin
ready fur the flittin o the Menzies faimly inno the toon.

Past thirty, Meg wis still a bonnie wummin, bit time wis rinnin oot in the
merriege stakes. 'She micht be on the shelf,' Minnie hid heard Jock Dow
say, 'bit at least she's bin dusted,' fitiver that micht mean, tho he leuch
fin he said it, as if himsel hid haen the dustin o her. Tae keep the twa
quines quate, the maid hid taen oot the braisse fur them aa tae polish, an
reenged it ower the table, tings an poker, coal scuttle, an a hantle ither
geegaws frae mantle an press. Minnie wis timmerin up a wee braisse bell wi
a cloot, an Isie wis straikin the kittlin ae meenit an puuin its fuskers
the neist. Meg Ramsay sighed. Luikin efter ither fowks' bairns wis a
thankless darg, speecially Isie.
'Leave the kittlin be, Isie,' quo she. 'I'll gie ye ane o maister Matty's
buiks tae read, wi bonnie picturs in't.'
Bit Isie didna wint tae luik at Matty's buik wi the bonnie picturs, it wis
far mair fun tormentin the kittlin till it skreiched an tried tae cleuk her
wi its cleuks.

Meg cast the antrin luik at the clock on the mantle fin it chingged oot the
oor. Isie wis by aa mindin, as heich as a kite at the thocht o flittin the
neist day. Efter the kittlin did draw bluid, an Meg's fingers war itchin
tae skelp Isie's dowp, she tint aa patience wi the pair o them an packit
them aff tae their beds.
'Awa ye gyang the pair o ye till I feenish ma wark doon here. Isie, yer
fowk'll be ower at first licht wi the gig tae takk ye intae the toon tae
yer new hoose. We winna ken ye fin neist we see ye. Ye'll be ower genteel
tae takk us on.' 
The maid lichtit a caunle fur the pair, an poored a jeelip o bylin watter
frae the kettle inno a steen pig tae heat their bed. Minnie follaed her
cousin up the stairs tae her ain wee bedroom an dowpit doon at the dresser
tae rug oot her ribbons an caimb the toozles ooto her hudderie heid.
Minnie's hair wis as wavy as corrugated iron. Maist nichts her Ma wid caimb
her hair oot wi a been caimb fur fear she'd bin smittit wi beasties at
Kilrogie schule. The nicht, she wad hae tae chaunce the beasties, she wis
ower weariet tae plavver wi the caimb.

As Minnie sterted tae unbutton her blouse, she noticed in the keekin glass
that Isie wis beddit wi aa her claes on.
'Are ye nae tirrin yer claes?' she speired movin Betsy her dallie ben the
bowster fur fear that Isie wad flatten Betsy, Isie bein nae respector o
ither fowk's dallies, or onythin else fur that maitter. Isie luikit Minnie
up an doon, sizin her up.
'If ye promise nae the clype, I'll tell ye a secret.' quo she. 
Minnie promised.
'Sweir on Betsy's life'
Minnie swore.
'Richt then. I heard Jock Dow spikkin tae Alec an Ned at the roup yestreen,
ay, an a puckle mair loons frae ootbye. The made horsemen frae Northies an
Jock Dow hae sent oot the sign tae come tae the jynin.
'Fit sign? Fit jynin?' speired Minnie, bamboozled.
Isie tossed her heid in disbelief.
'Tcyauch, dae ye nae ken onything, Minnie? The loons are tae jyne the
Britherhood o the Horsemen. Seeven o them hae gotten a horse hair sent tae
them in an envelope wi the time an place o the ceremony. Ilkie een maun
bring a bottle o fusky, a loaf o breid an a caunle. They're aa tae meet
ootside yer faither's laft here, jist afore midnicht, tae be gien the
Horseman's Wird. Your fowk an mine are ower at Tullys sae Jock Dow said
they'd hae a free haun, fur Meg Ramsay winna leave the hoose eence she's
beddit.'
'Foo dis Jock Dow ken that ?'
Isie luikit at Minnie sidewyes.'Because Jock Dow an Meg Ramsay are coortin.
An if Jock Dow hisna socht tae see her, she'll gae ben the hoose an takk a
stiff dram ooto yer faither's bottle o fusky that he keeps fur veesitors,
because she's clean daft on Jock Dow an she winna sleep fur worryin he's
gaen aff her. Och, even if she disna ging tae the bottle, she'll be that
ferfochan she'd sleep throw the resurrection. Mind, she'd near aa the
milkin tae dae hersel the nicht wi yer fowk awa. She'd sleep throw the
Resurrection she'll be that weariet.'

Minnie stoppit caimbin her hair, an sat doon on the bed aside Isie.
'I'd like fine tae see fit they'll dae at a jynin', quo she. 'Bit Jock Dow
wid catch us.'
'Jock Dow winna catch us. He'll be ower fu. An onywye, we're nae gaun tae
makk a soun. They'll nae even ken we're there.' Here, Isie's imagination
got the better o her.
'They say the Deil turns up wi aa his a deevilocks.'
'I'm nae gaun then,' quo Minnie, suddenly feart.
'I micht hae misheard the bit aboot the Deil an the Deevilocks' wheedled
Isie, seein that she'd peintit some black a pictur o the proceedins.
'Creep aneth the bedclaes an wyte till we hear the clock strick hauf
eleyven. Syne we'll rin ower tae the laft an hide ahin the corn sacks.
They'll niver be neen the wiser that we're there.'

Minnie mindit a swatch o sang she'd heard her mither singin, an hauf kent
noo fit it meant:

It's first I gaed on fur baillie loon
An syne I gaed on fur third
An syne of coorse I hid tae gyat
The Horseman's Grip an Wird.

The young loons o the district wid get the Grip an Wird this verra nicht.
An hersel an Isie wad see't!

A wee whyle efter, Meg Ramsay's feet cam up the stairs, on the wye tae her
ain smaa bed in the laft. She opened the door an luikit in on her twa young
chairges. The lowe frae her caunle shone ower twa pairs o steekit een.
'Peety they waurna aye sae quate, the vratchies,' quo the skiffy, dirt deen
efter her day's tyauve.

Lang efter Meg beddit, the twa lassies lay in the derk wi Betsy the dall
atween them, listenin tae the squeak o the antrin hairst-moose in the
riggin o the hoose an the steady clunk-clunk o the pendulum on the
granfaither clock hauf wye up the stairs. Syne, tae thon soons wis addit
the rasp o Meg Ramsay snorin. Efter fit seemt an eternity, the clock chimed
hauf eleyven, an the bold pair raise an creepit doon the timmer stairs,
missin the step wi the creak, flittit ben the lobby like ghaists, lifitit
the sneck on the door cannie, cannie, cannie sae as it widna skreich, syne
steppit oot inno the pitmirk cauld o a Mairtinmas nicht.
The meen wis skweejee, like an auld wummin's moo caad cruikit wi the palsy,
as the twa lassies creepit roon the ferm steadings, opened the door o the
barn, an sclimmed the stoory timmer stairs o the barn in the derk. Benjy
the dug, liftit his heid frae his paws an glowered at them, giein a bittie
o a bowf an waggin his muckle tail. 
'Wheesht Benjy! Lie doon min!' quo Minnie in a fusper, an the blaik an fite
collie's lugs gaed doon at bein raged like yon fur naethin, an he sattled
doon wi his snoot in his muckle paws. Minnie stood up on a sack o corn, an
helpit Isie tae swing up in the spars o the reef, far sackin an strae rapes
war keepit, an follaed her up there. Baith o them crawled inno a sack
apiece, an cooried deep inno the faulds o't, wi anely their twa wee nebs
peekin oot fur air.

It wisna a meenit ower seen, fur the door o the chaumer clashed tee, jist
alang frae the barn. Tackety buits clattered ben the close, syne stoppit at
the barn door, an up the stairs tae the laft cam Jock Dow, wi the heid
horseman frae Northies, Attie Cooper, and Dod Mathieson, Steenhillock's
bailie hard at his dowp. They war cairryin lamps an sat them doon in a
neuk, while Jock Dow set up the makk-shift altar fur the nicht's
proceedins, a bushel pressed hard doon on a sack o corn, wi its boddom
uppermaist.

Jock Dow wis cairryin a bunnle. Fin he unrowed it oot fell a calfskin,
clartit wi phosporus that gart it glow green an oorie like a fireflaucht.
Neist he drew ooto the pyoke the stump o a calfie's shank, frae horned hoof
tae the knee. Bi this, the twa quines jeloused that it wis Jock fa wid be
maister o ceremonies, at the initiation o the halflins inno the Britherhood
o Horsemen.

Nae seener hid Jock slung the skin roon his shooders, than there war three
lood raps on the barn door doonstairs. The twa quines cooriet doon in their
stoory hideyhole, at a soon as if a horse wis pawin the door wi its fit, an
a lood whinny. Except there wis nae horse there, as Isie could see fin she
keekt throw a chink in the waa oot intae the nicht through the meenlicht.
The 'horse' wis Donald Chalmers frae Dunracht wi Sanny Cruikshank frae
Kilrogie Mains takkin up the rear, pitten blindfolds roon the een o seeven
halflins. 

'Fa's doon there? fuspered Minnie.
Isie screwed up her een
'Jist twa frae Steenhillock - Alec an Ned Mathieson. Bit there's three
loons frae the Mains o Kilrogie - Willie an Jimmy Peerie, an Wattie Esson,
him wi the muckle lugs, an twa frae the craft o Rashknockerty, Digger an
Euan MacPhee.
Minnie coontit silently in her heid.
'Thirteen aathegither, then, coontin the made Horsemen.'
'Ay' replied Isie. 'Noo wheesht fur the love o God Minnie, or Jock Dow'll
finn us an God kens fit he'll dee.'

Jock Dow, wi the deid calf's skin wrapped roon him, eerie green in the
derk, gaed doon the barn stairs tae lat them in.
'Fa's cometh? In the name o the Wird spikk yer name!'
'A brither'
'A brither o fit?'
'O Horsemasonry'
'Fa bad ye come here?'
'The Divil'
'Fit wye did ye come? The crooked wye or the straucht wye o the path?'
'Bi the hooks an crooks o the road'
'In fit licht did ye come?'
'Bi the stars an licht o the meen'

Donald Chalmers an Sanny Cruikshank proddit their chairges forrit, guidin
them up the stairs, Alec Mathieson hyterin as he gaed, near trippin ower a
besom richt unner the reef beams far Minnie an Isie war hidin. Minnie could
jist hear Ned fusper tae Alec:
'Dinna write onything, even if they tell ye tae dee't, or it'll be waur fur
ye.'
Jock Dow tuik the fuskey, the breid an the caunle frae ilkie loon in turn,
garrin the halflins come up tae the altar an kneel in a circle roon him on
the stoory fleer o the laft. Ilkie een hid his left fit bare an his left
haun raised abeen him.
'Fat are ye needin maist?' he speired
'Mair licht', they sang oot.

He telt them syne, that the name o the verra first horseman wis Cain, an
the magic wirds that could reist a horse or cherm a wummin. Minnie an Isie
raxxed their lugs, an managed, jist, tae catch them: 'Baith in een'
Syne, Jock Dow spakk looder, an the two cousins dinna hae tae strain their
lugs, fur they heard him clear's ye like, repeat the Horsman's fearsome
aith:
'Haud up her haun an say efter me:
Jock Dow cried oot, garrin them say the Horseman's aith, stoppin at ilkie
line sae the halflins micht chant it efter him:

'I, o ma ain free will and accord
Solemnly vow an sweir
Afore God an aa these witnesses
That I will heal, conceal and niver reveal
Ony pairt o the true Horsemanship
That I am aboot tae receive at this time.

Furthermair, I solemnly vow an sweir
That I will neither write it nur indite
Cut it nor carve it on wid or steen
Nur yet on onything moveable or immoveable 
Aneth the canopy o Heiven
Nur yet sae much as raise a finger in the air
Tae neen bit a Horseman.

Furthermair, I vow and sweir
That I will niver gie it 
Nur see it gien
Tae a tradesman o ony kind
Except tae a blacksmith 
Or a farrier 
Or a horse-sodjer.

Futhermair, I will niver gie it
Nur see it gien
Tae a fairmer or fairmer's loon
Unless he be working his ain 
Or his faither's horses.

Furthermair, I will niver gie it
Nur see it gien
Tae a feel or a madman
Nur tae ma faither nor mither
Sister nor brither
Nor tae ony wummankind.

Furthermair, I will never gie it
Nor see it gien
Tae my wife nor dochter
Nor yet tae the verra dearest
Iver lay bi my side.


Furthermair, I will niver gie it
Nor see it gien
Tae onybody efter sunset on Setterday nicht
Nor afore sunrise on Monday mornin.

Furthermair, I will neither abuse nor bad use
Ony man's horses wi it
And if I see a brither do so
I will tell him o his faut

Furthmair, I will never advise ony man tae get it
Nur disadvise ony man frae gettin it
Bit leave ilkie ain
Tae his ain free will and accord

Furthermair, I will niver gie it
Nor see it gien
Tae ony under the age o saxteen
Nur abeen the age o fortyfive.

Furthermair, I will niver gie it
Nur see it gien
Unless there are three or mair 
Sworn lawfu brethern present
Efter finding them tae be so
Bi tryin and examinin them.

Furthermair, I will niver refuse
Tae atten a meetin
If warned wi' in three days
Except in a case o ridin fire
Or gaun fur the doctor

An if I fail tae keep these promises
May my flesh be torn tae pieces wi a wild horse
An my hairt cut through wi a horseman's knife
An my beens beeriet on the sans o the seashore
Far the tide ebbs and flows ilkie twenty fower oors
Sae that there be nae remembrance o me
Amangst lawfu brethern,
So help me God to keep these promises, Amen.

On hearin yon dreidfu aith, Isie's een grew wide as twa ashets. Bit a wee
bit strae hid creepit up Minnie's snoot an it wis aa she cud dee nae tae
sneeze, an let the bethern ken she'd wis hidin up abeen luggin intae their
ilkie secret wird. She nippit her airm wi her ain sherp nails till she drew
bluid, tae stop frae sneezin, terrifeed Jock Dow wad find her oot.

Efter the loons hid sworn, the made horseman gaed ilkie Brither a stick o
chakk an a sclate inno their hauns, an liftit the blinfauld a thochtie sae
they could luik doon on the slatie. In a voice that rang tae the riggin o
the laft, Jock Dow sang oot
'Noo that ye hae the Wird, write it!
An young Willie Peerie frae the Mains o Kilrogie fell inno the trap, an
scrattit doon the magic wirds, Baith in een. Nae seener did he dae it, than
Attie Cooper frae Northies liftit a cairt chyne an clattered it doon ower
his the back o the loon's kuckles wi sic a force that Attie skirled an
grat, fur the cloor barkit the back o his neive an skinned it.

'Noo ye maun gyang tae the caff-hoose for a shakk o Auld Hornie's haun,'
Jock Dow telt them. An the halflins, cooryin thegither wi fear an cauld war
herdit inno the caff hoose. Still blinfauld, ain at a time, they war pushed
forrit tae shakk the haun o the Deil....the cloven fit o the deid calf,
held oot bi Jock Dow, an syne the blinfaulds war wheeched aff. Wi their een
nae adjusted tae the licht, the first thing they saw wis a green glowin
chiel, happit wi the phosphorus calf skin. Willie Peerie feintit clean oot
an hid tae be brocht roon bi a scoosh o cauld watter haived ower his face
frae a sharny pail. Wi the blinfaulds aff, aa made Horsemen noo, the
gaitherin treetled back tae the 'altar', far the fusky bottles war opened,
an the serious business o drinkin sterted.

'I'm needin tae pee, Minnie,' quo Isie.
'Haud it in' replied her cousin. 'I'd raither weet ma brikks than let them
catch me.'
Jock Dow an Dod Mathieson frae Steenies, an the other five made Horsemen
frae oot aboot, war grinnin like the claws o an auld haimmer, slappin the
loons on the back, tellin them they war fair the billies noo. Donald
Chalmers frae Dunracht telt Digger McPhee the trick tae stop a horse frae
pittin its heid throw its collar...rub it wi a soo's piddles, or the skin o
a stinkin mowdie, fur a shelt hates yon abeen aathing.

Afore the manger an the greep
Tis there that I dae hing ma wheep
Atween the stable an cairtshed
Twis there a horseman I wis made.

Jock Dow telt them aa that the best horseman in Leddrach wis Kildour,  fa
wis heid horseman an coach driver whyles, tae the auld Warlock o Leddrach,
an he telt foo Kildour drave the warlock's coach an horse ower the Leddrach
Loch on ae nicht's frost wi nae as muckle's a skirp o watter touchin hoof
nor mane, wi the help o Auld Hornie.

Dod Mathieson telt his twa loons, Ned an Alec, that noo they kent the word,
they could stop a shelt on the road an reest it, aye, an if they'd a mind,
aa they'd tae dee if they winted tae lie wi a wummin wis jist tae touch her
peenie, an she wad follae them fariver they led her, an lie doon tae them
wioot a myowt.

The fusky passed aroon, an wi it challenges an boasts
'Far war ye made a Horseman, Jock? ' speired Sanny Cruikshank

In a Horseman's haa
Far the sun niver shone
Far the win niver blew
Far the cock niver crew
An the feet o maiden niver niver trod

Cam the Jock Dow's set repon. Tam Davidson, three quarts bleezin afore the
proceedins sterted, began tae sing:

Here's tae the horse wi the fower white feet
The chestnut tail an mane
A star on his face, an a spot on his briest
An his maister's name wis Cain

Sworn noo, niver tae reveal their mysteries tae onybody in an apron, ither
than a smith or a farrier, the drinkin grew deeper, an the sangs grew
rocher

Here's tae horn
Corn, lint an yarn
The pintle an the ploo-
Corn mills
An whisky stills
An cunts wi curly oo

Donald Chalmers telt the halflins foo tae cure a shelt o colic, wi ile o
turpentine an ground ginger made inno baas o floor or meal. Jock Dow telt
them a drappie warm ale wi sweet spirits o nitre an a wee sup laudenum wis
better. Dod Mathieson telt them aa o a champion stallion he'd haen the
groomin o at his last fee, caad Dick, fa'd sired 5,000 foals in his 22
years. At his heicht, this winnerfu beast could serve a meer ilkie twa oors
day an nicht at £60 a time in the breedin season, sic a valuable beast
that the fermer fed him on raw eggs an gallons o milk, wirth £5,000
guineas a horse like yon, mair money than ye could imagine, an worth ivery
penny.

Up until noo, aa that Minnie hid kent aboot shelts wis that 'Hup' meant
stert an 'whoa' meant stop, bit ower the neist twa, three oors, she larned
a deil mair nur yon, that nae quine's lugs hid iver heard afore. Bi then,
tho, Wattie Esson's face wis chakk white, wi pain, excitement, fleg, an a
bellyfu o chaip fusky he'd niver tasted afore that nicht. He keeled ower wi
a dunt an hit the fleer.
'Ay weel, we've aa an early stert,' quo Jock Dow, laith tae stopper the
fuskey.
'Nae wirth whyle lowsin wir pynts, will jist hae tae pit wir buits straicht
back on,' who the horsemen frae Dunracht.

Ane bi ane, fu an happy, the horsemen clattered oot intae the wee smaa oors
o a cauld November mornin, tae hyter hame wi a thick heid, aa bit Jock Dow,
fur his bed lay hard by the barn, in Steenhillock's chaumer.He luikit a
lang meenit, wyin up wis it wirth pyin Meg, his sweethairt, a veesit, wi
his maister awa frae hame, bit thinkin better o't, he turned in. If Isie
Menzies catched them he kent she'd clype, tho she'd makk fine tummlin
hersel he jeloused in anither year or twa, fur he'd heard she wis easy
trysted awa bi the loons eenoo, she wid lead her fowk a richt fine daunce
fin her breists war a thochtie fuller.

'Thank God fur thon,' sighed Isie. 'If Jock hid gaen inno the hoose, we'd
niver hae slippit back in wioot him kennin we'd bin oot.'
'If Jock hid gaen inno the hoose, my Da wid hae thrashed an sacked him, ay,
an Meg Ramsay tee, fur a fool vratch,' quo Minnie piously.
'Yer Da micht hae tried,' qho Isie. 'Bit my money wad be on Jock fur winnin
the argyment.'
An wheechin up her skirts, she stoored lang inno the neuk o the frostit
steadin, afore tiptoein efter Minnie inno the hoose.

Bit Minnie niver sleepit a wink yon nicht efter thon, fur finiver she
closed her een, aa she could see wis the great, green glowin shape o Jock
Dow, transmogrifeed inno the Horseman's link wi the Deil An she mindit,
syne, o the pages frae Matty's schulebuiks she aften read, tho she wisna a
loon an dinna warrant a fancy education. She thocht on Epona, the Great
Meer, the Goddess o Horsemen worshipped throwoot the hale o the auncient
warld, bi Celt an Roman alike, an she thocht on Pegassus, fite, wi his
muckle wings, an she thocht on unicorms wi their magic horns that steppit
throw men's dreams. Deil the sleep could she win that nicht fur the whinney
o Centaurs an watter kelpies an even she thocht on the great Wind Horse o
the East that rade the lift. 

Bit maist o aa, she thocht on the Sheltie Steen in the wids that raise frae
the back o Kilrogie Schule, an the queer auld carl that sat astride the
back o the auncient shelt, an winneret if like Jock Dow, he wis sib tae the
Deil, wi the pouer o Grip an Wird ower shelts an weemin. An syne she
grippit her dallie Betsy till her an grat fur rage an vexation that niver
in the hale o her life micht she jyne the Britherhood o Horseman, fur
weeminfowk war barred. Oh, thon wis coorse tae thole, fur she likit her
faither's shelts better nor ony o them! She likit her faither's shelts
better even than Jock Dow or faither himsel, yet she daurna let dab that
she kent the Wird, nor spikk it, or she wad be torn limb bi limb bi wild
horses, an her hairt cuttit oot wi a knife, an her beens left oot on the
shore fur the sea tae shift. An on yon happy thocht twa oors afore mornin
milkin, she steekit her weary een an fell asleep.


5. HOGMANAY

It wis the eve o Hogmanay. It wis Winter an it wis the Sabbath, an Minnie
Bruce hid chilblains on her feet, an chapped fingers. Forbye, it wis aa her
ain wyte. Fin the first storms blew in ower the Hill o Leddrach, she hidna
packit her schule buits wi hey tae line an warm them. Mairower, she hidna
telt her ma that her buits war leakin, because she likit her buits an wis
feart that her ma wid gar her weir a auld pair till the weather cleared
eneuch fur the Bruce's tae win tae the soutar ower at Dunracht tae get her
new anes. She hid tried tae warm her chilblains on the steen pig in her bed
at nicht, bit the heat gart them dirl an itch aa the mair. 

In coorse weather like this, the feed men cleared the road sae the milk
cairt cud fecht its wye throw the drifts an makk the skyty journey echt
mile inno the toon tae her Granda's dairy. Except it wisna Granda's dairy
onymair, it wis Granny's, because Granda Bruce hid deid a pucklie months
ago an hid flitted ooto his hoose in Dessloch Place tae a lair in the neuk
o the Machar Kirk. Minnie's fowk had bin ower taen up reddin up her
granfaither's affairs tae worry their heids wi the sma maitter o buits. It
wis ower late noo tae tell her Ma that her buits war leakin, sna hid bin
dingin doon in blin drift fur days. It wid takk oors tae fecht throw the
fite sottar tae the soutar's. Ma wid gie her short shift onywye, it wis aa
her ain pride that caused the chilblains, she kent that. 

The chappit hauns war doon tae pride anna. Twice a day, mornin an nicht,
Minnie wis auld eneuch noo at twal year auld tae help wi the milkin ower in
the dairy...thirty reid Ayreshire coos in the herd and her favourite Jersey
coo, Patty. Patty wis the colour o meltin toffee. It Patty's thick creamy
milk that the Bruce's used fur thirsels. The Ayreshire milk tho, wis guid
eneuch fur the toonsers fa widna ken ony better. Afore a coo wis milkit, ye
hid tae wash its teets wi warm watter, tae dicht awa ony skirps o sharn or
fool strae...fur the beasts war keepit in the byre aa winter, an muckit oot
bi the bailie as pairt o his darg...bit likewise, the warm watter wis tae
gar the coo think its calflie wis sooklin it wi its sappy hett moo, sae the
coo wid lat doon its milk. Minnie's hauns war steepit in the watter sax
times,mornin an nicht, fur she hid chairge o six milkin coos...a lang
business haun milkin. It cud takk twinty meenits tae strip a coo o milk,
tho they kent Minnie an trusted her, sae it wis quicker wi her. Nor wis
thon the eyn o't. The milk hid tae be be stored in pails an cans an basins
in the milkhoose, afore Minnie warssled her wye throw the sna back tae the
fermhoose...usually withoot pitten on her mochles on her hauns..tae colleck
her slate an piece an chakk gin it wis a wikkday, fur the sledge hurl ower
the parks tae the schule at Leddrach.
At Kilrogie schule the bairns hid bin makkin slidies o sliddery ice, an
biggin snawmannies an haein snabaa fechts amangat thirsels fin the schule
wisna closed bi the weather. Tho Minnie wore her mochles tae the schule,
the worsit wis sune weety an stervin wi the snaa, an bi the time she cam
hame throw the parks, the wivven fingers o them war pirled wi ice, an the
hauns inside them war chappit an hackit an stounin wi sairs an ragnails. 

The day, tho, she widna be alloued tae plyter aboot in the snaa. It wis the
Sabbath, an Minnie's fowk war riggin fur the fower mile haik tae the kirk.
Nae maitter foo coorse the weather they maun makk the journey, fur her
faither, Matthew, wis precentor, an the fowk culdna sing a note wioot him.
Neist tae the meenister an the beadle Minnie's Da wis the maist important
body there. Yestreen, he'd pued Minnie's sledge tae the smiddy ahin Prince,
the horse, sae the smith could fit the muckle shelt wi iron sheen, an
sherpen them wi spikes haimmered inno ilkie hole tae grip the ice an save
the breet frae skytin. Minnie's da ained five horse, aa wi their ain wyes
an naturs, aa wi their ain histories...Prince, Tibby, Fauldie, Jimmy,
Nancy, an her ain horse, Daisy. Da hid gien her Daisy on her saxth
birthday, they hid grown thegither. Fin Daisy'd bin aa legs an lowp, sae
hid Minnie. She lued Daisy near as muchas she lued her Da, faith, she'd hae
bin hard caad tae chuse atween them if push cam tae shove,

Minnie didna care muckle fur the smith. Fin he booed ower Prince's hoof she
hatit tae watch him chappin in the nails, tho she kent it didna hurt. The
smith's face lichtit up wi the fire fin he blew the flames inno a roarin
lowe wi the bellas. His physog wis lined an swyty an blaik wi seet an
styew, like the Deil micht luik, if iver the Deil steppit ooto the pages o
the Haly Buik.

This mornin her bedroom windae up in the attic wis glittery an fite wi
frost. Minnie hatit risin on frosty mornins, pittin her hett taes frae
aneth the cosie sheets ontae the steen caul linoleum, ruggin on her claes
tae stop her teeth frae chitterin, gettin eesed again tae the scrat o the
roch knittit knickers that ma hid wuvven fur her ooto a hank o grey oo,
seein her breath hing afore her in fite clouds. On sic a day her snoot
cairriet a permament dreep an her lugs war like twa pink shells that hid
bin nippit bi a labster. She blew hard on the widnae, bit thon jist
saftened the frost inside them the smaaest thochtie. Faith, there wis even
icicles hingin frae the windae-frames, wee eens, the size o bitticks o
brukken spunks. She tuik her hard wee nails an rugged them doon the ice.
Thon gart it shift, eneuch tae see oot ower the parks. Winter hid tichtened
his grip throw the nicht. He wis aawye, a king in his kingdom.
Nae a breath o win wis steerin ootbye. The ruts o the cattle coort war
shmoodery wi skiffins o sna, the dry girse, the colour o torn broon paper,
powked through the sna like horse hair through the holes in an auld burst
leather cheer. Rose hips at the fit o the kailyaird war reid as the robin's
breistie, an ower the washin green, the snaa hid laid a saft fite bowster,
that wis criss-crossed bi the merks o tackety buits, an the wee pronged
tridents o birdies' feet. Ower bi the gean in a neuk o the girse wis the
preints o Benjy's paws, an the yalla cercle roon the claes pole far he'd
peed fin he'd left the hoose this mornin wi Minnie's Da, tae check on the
horse in the stable.

Ilkie biggin an steadin fur miles wis thackit wi snaa, an the tail o ilkie
slate reef hid a fringe o icicles, dreepin. The yalla sun gart the hyne-aff
Leddrach dam shine like mither o pearl, far the fite swans chittered atween
the floes o ice. The hairt o the grun wis like iron. In the Spring, the
grun clung tae yer fit fin ye trod ower it. In Winter, it threw ye aff. Bit
Winter or nae, the Sabbath wis the Sabbath, an doonstairs, her ma wis cryin
on her.
'Minnie, yer parritch is oot. Ye'd better be up an riggit, we'll be leavin
early the day tae be sure tae win throw the snaa in time fur the kirk!'

Doon the stairs she ran, tae the warmth o the kitchie. Meg Ramsay wis ower
at the sink parin tatties fur dennertime soup. Da wis feedin the gowd chyne
o his hunter watch throw the eelits o his westcoat. His buits war shinin
like sharn, ye cud see yer face in the them, the sapples o soap war still
weet aneth his lugs, far he'd razored awa his stibble, an his mowser wis
washed an caimbed as gran as a provost's. Her ma wis preenin a wide,
feathery hat ontae her thick blaik hair. Sally Bruce hid a tweed cape
buttoned roon her neck, an a thick worsit scarf wi matchin mochles. She wis
a bonnie wummin, the mistress o Steenhillock, stoot kyne, bit cairriet it
weel. Hingin doon frae her collar wis a jabot o fite lace, preened bi a
mauve Cairngorm she'd gotten frae her fowk at Migvree fin she'd left her
hame tae merry an bide wi Steenhillock. She wis coontin the cheenge frae
her purse, tae makk siccar she'd mair nur eneuch tae pit in the plate the
elder wid haund roon inbye the kirk.

Matty, Minnie's brither, wis riggit in lang hose tucked in aneth his
knee-length breeks, an a thick tweed cap ruggit doon ower his lugs. His
galluses wadna bide buttoned, an Matty's mither wis ficherin wi them.
'Sup yer parritch, Minnie, yer ay ahin like the coo's ae tail,' her mither
raged. Bit her Da winked at her frae ahin her Ma's back, an wyted wi the
quinie while she teemed her platie, an helpit her up inno the governess car
fin they won ootside. Tibby wis hitched tae the black, springy car, stampin
an snocherin an tossin her lang blaik mane. Minnie's Da gaed roon tae hae a
wird wi her.
'Whoa lass, bonnie lass, wheeshtie wheeshtie noo,' he said, smeethin doon
Tib's flarin nostrils. 'Ye'll get a feed o oats fin the kirk's scaled, an a
fine rub doon in the stable. A bittie less temper an a bittie mair peace.'

'God-sakes,' mummlit Minnie's ma tae her twa half-grown bairns, 'Yer Da
should hae merriet a shelt. He's half-shelt as it is. I sweir he spenns
mair time in the stable than he dis in the hoose. He's mair conserned aboot
Tib bein cauld than us. An it's dashed weel stervin in this car, sae it
is!'
Bit noo Tib wis sattled in harness, an doon the road they gaed past the
peat shed an the byre, birrin on past the stable, the chaumer, the neep
shed, an Jock Dow's chaumer, on the wye tae the kirk, the wheels o the
governess car leavin sheeny tracks o ice on the skyty brae.

The wids that cercled her faither's parks war like burgandy, winy-broon an
bare, in the deid-thraa o Winter. A robin wheeplit oot tae them frae the
tap o a rukk. The brummil buss at the road eyn wis like barbit-weer, the
deid brummils war wee hard pirls o blaik, like rabbit's drappins. As they
trotted atween the drifts o icy snaa, a craa on a gean branch abeen them
opened an shut its dowp feathers like a leddy clickin her fan, an craiked
efter them hairse wi cauld. The sheughs bi the road war rinnin fu o blaik
bree. 

Minnie teetit at the burn ower the side o the governess car, watchin a
branch trail its fingers inno the watter. Lang patterns o lirks an swirls o
blaik an fite ran far the sun catched the wattery treelips o sna bree,
garrin them shine in the yalla, blearie sun. There wid be nae skatin at the
Leddrach dam this year ooto respeckt fur the Troot Wallie cottars, fa's
dother Jessie hid drooned hersel there last Yule, raither than hae the
bairn she wis cairryin. Fa the faither wis, anely himsel an Jessie kent,
fur she tuik their secrets wi her tae the grave.

'Watter christened her, an watter kistit her,' Minnie's Ma hid said. 
'Fur the lips o a fremmit wummin drap as hinney frae the caimb, an her moo
is smeether than ile...bit her eyn is wersh as wirmwid, sherp as a
twa-edged sword. Her feet gyang doon tae Daith, her steps takk haud o Hell'
Minnie's da hid said, quotin frae Proverbs, fur he hid taen it as a
personal affront tae himsel an his poseetion as an office bearer in the
kirk that ain o his maids hid gotten hersel bairned on his ferm, like as no
wi ane o his feed men. Tho Jessie Mathieson hid brukken the commandments,
as weak as Eve afore her, Steenhillock ooto thocht fur her faither Dod, an
scunner o the Dam itsel, hid banned Minnie fae settin fit within a hunner
yairds o't.

The governess car wis doon on the main road noo, bit the main road wis a
thin cleared path atween waas o glimmerin snaa. Tibby sherpened hooves tho,
held firm on the skyty ice. The snaa hid stoppit, the kirk wis reached. The
Bruce faimily made ready tae step doon ooto the car an takk the wee pathie
atween the heidsteens tae the kirk door, far the beadle wis ringin the
summons tae prayer frae the muckle moo o the Steenhillock Pairish kirk
bell. The smaaest steen in the kirkyaird wis vrocht in the shape o a hairt,
an chiselled on't wis the bare twa wirds 'Wee Jaikie', a cottar's bairn fa
hid deed in last year's Winter storms o pneumonia. Minnie chittered, tho
her claes war warm. Her faimly hid gaen tae the funeral, fur the cottar
faimly war kirk bodies, bit the gravedigger'd opened the wrang lair, an the
grun bein hard it tuik gey near an oor tae full it in again an open the
richt een. Minnie kent maist o the names on the steens, fur fowk didna flit
verra far langsyne fin they merriet, nae like her ma, fa belanged tae
Migvree awa at the back o Beyont. 

Tae Minnie's faither, Hogmanay meant little. Bit the quine kent fine that
nae suner wad they win hame frae the kirk an supp their denner, than her
mither wad clean the hoose frae tap tae boddom, Sabbath or nae, in honour o
the New Year comin in an the Auld gaun oot. At Migvree, she telt them,
they'd licht fires fur the Daith o the Auld Year, an first fit aa their
friens fur a wikk an mair. Her man, Steenhillock, widna entertain ony o yon
Heilan kinno notions, they'd the whiff o the Heathen aboot them, he said.
Fur aa that, he wad poor his neebors oot a seasonal dram fin they cried
inbye the ferm ower the neist fyew days, nae eneuch tae senn them aff
teeterlogic like some did, tho. Their beasts an their weeminfowk wadna
thank ye fur sennin them hame blin fu. He hid seen ower mony byres fo o
hungry beasts roarin in the staas wytin fur their maisters tae cooer a New
Year debauch an wis far ower ceevilised tae add a sup fusky tae the horse
troch, like some fermers did, as tho the horse wid thank ye fur't!

The kirk wis near full fin they won tilt. Like the beasts in the byre, aa
kent their ain staas. Minnie's faither drew oot the tunin fork frae its
boxie, and gaed forrit tae staun aneth the pupit. The beadle, Gordon
Watson, hirplit up the wee steep stairs wi the great blaik Buik wi its gowd
edged leaves, an opened it up far the meenister'd merked the place wi a
lang reid ribbon. Syne he hirplit back doon again tae repeat the trip, this
time wi a glaiss joog o watter an a tummler in his rheumaticky hauns fur
fear the Reverend John Geddes needit something tae clear his throat.
'I wish Mattha Bruce widna pitch his tunes sae low,' Minnie heard Mrs
Baxter, frae Lower Kilrogie girn tae her man. 'An button yer spayver,
Geordie, yer a damt affront comin inno the kirk wi yer shoppie door open.'
'Haud yer wheesht, wummin,' her man jibbit back. 'A deid bird winna drap
ooto its nest. Bit I'll faisten it tae please ye. It's nae as if I'd deen't
on purpose!'
Minnie keekit up at her mither tae see foo she wis takkin this excheege.
Sally Bruce's expression niver lat dab. Da widna hae thocht it wis funny,
Minnie jeloused, piously.

A smaa voice wis nae eese ava fur a precentor. Matthew Bruce's voice fulled
the kirk, frae the baptismal font tae the lamplichts in the upstairs pews,
the sort o voice that gaed roon yer hairt like a hairy wirm, sonorous, an
rich, an roon. He didna ken mony tunes, bit then neither did the
congregation...French, Kilmarnock, or the Auld Hunner war the favourites,
mebbe a dizzen tunes at maist. The pye wis sma, bit as her da remairked, it
wis 'aa the easier tae cairry hame.'
There wis a reeshle o hymn buiks, the whiff o peppermints pitten inno moos
tae be sookit, a twa three hoasts an blawn snoots, an the Rev John Geddes
wheeched throw the kirk in his blaik suit an his fite dickie collar, wi his
blaik goon ower it aa like a hoodie craa. It bein near eneuch Hogmanay he
hid fand a suitable text, frae Peter Chapter 5, verse echt.

Be sober, takk tent, because yer enemy the Divil as a roarin lion walketh
aboot sikkin fa he micht devour .

Sittin atween Matty an her Ma, Minnie turnt feart fur her mither, Sally.
Aften, afore Steenhillock's wife turned in fur the nicht, she wid poor
hersel a skirp o fusky frae the bottle wi the Fite Horsie on the front o't,
a trick she'd learned at Migvree, far fusky seemed tae be the cure fur
aathing. Her Da anely drank strang liquor at communion, or mebbe ae wee
dram at a waddin or funeral, jist tae be sociable like. Jock Dow, the
grieve at Steenhillock, wid be teeterlogic at the bells, ay, an nae jist
Hogmanay, either. Minnie myndit fin she an Isie hid heard Jock Dow roarin
ooto him fin he'd pitten a young feed loon throw the mystery o the
Horseman's Wird, likely that wid be the Divil tryin tae chaw him, the
nesty, drunken, grissly breet that he wis. Even the Divil tho widna devour
Jock Dow, unless the Divil wis byordnar hungry.

It wis a lang service, an a langer sermon, an efter the elders hid taen the
wee velvet baggies o siller forrit tae be blessed, an the congregation hid
bin blessed, cam the anely bit Minnie really likit in the kirk, fan the Rev
John Geddes raxxed oot his blaik airms, an Da lead the singin in the
hinmaist blessin:

The Lord bless ye an keep ye,
The Lord makk his face tae shine upon ye
An be gracious untae ye
The Lord lift up his Coontenance upon ye
An gie ye peace.

There wis something byordnar sweet ayont aa wirds, in thon blessin,.
Whether it wis the tune she likit, or jist cause it wis the eyn o the
service, she cudna be sure, bit she likit it byordnar weel. Noo, tho, the
elders war filin oot an the pews war scalin. Oot she gaed tae the moo o the
kirk, far her mither an faither war newsin in the mids o twa separate
boorachies o fowk. Bi bitter experience, she kent they'd be there fur a
whylie. Minnie wyded throw the snaa atween twa graves, makkin fur a flat
steen tae dowp doon on. 

O a suddenty, her lug wis stung bi the fing o a snaabaa crackin aff the
side o her heid. Her lug felt as if it wis on fire, it wis stoonin, dirlin,
swallin. She furled roon, een bleezin, an anither snaabaa hit her full on
the face this time, splittin her boddom lip. Nae ordnar snaabaa wad hae
daen thon...luikin doon, she could see a steen in the mids o the snaabaa
that struck her last. Then, she heard a stooshie get up, a fecht atween twa
loons....Alec Mathieson was haudin her brither Matty doon in the sna,
rubbin his snoot in it, an Matty wis skirlin ooto him like a stuck pig.
Alec Mathieson wis five year aulder than Minnie, ane o the Troot Wallie
cottars, ane o her granmither's dairymen in the toun, hame fur the Sabbath
day sae his mither micht wash his sarks.

Her faither strode ower an yarked Alec affa Matty's back in a towerin rage,
winnerin fit hid taen his bailie's loon tae dae sic a thing tae Matty.
'He's jist fowerteen, min, ye'll kill him. Fit's aa the stramash aboot
onywye?'
The beadle, Gordon Watson, hid seen Matty pittin the steens in the snaabaas
an peltin his sister Minnie wi them, an tuik great delicht in tellin the
precentor.
'Is this richt, Alec?' Matthew Bruce speired the young dairyman.
Alec Mathieson noddit. Steenhillock turned tae matty wi a face o thunner.
'We dinna wash wir fool linen in public. Get in the car noo, Matty. You
tee, Minnie, yer lug 'n yer moo'll need some sma attention.'

The faimly drave hame in silence, ahin the braid blaik dowp o Tibby. Fin
the shelt drew up in the ferm coort, Matthew Bruce telt his loon tae ging
intae the stable afore him. Minnie kent it widna be jist tae help rub Tibby
doon an dry her oot, or gie her her feed. Faither wis lowsin his belt afore
the loon won ower the stable door. The door swung tee, there wis a meenit's
wheesht, an then the skelp o leather on bare flesh, nae eence, bit mony
times, an the yelp o pain frae Matty as the belt wis yarkit doon on his
bared erse.

Minnie's Da cam ooto the stable haulin Matty bi the lug, an flang him throw
the fermhoose gairden gate like a bun shaif.
'Did ye need tae be sae hard, Mattha?' speired his wife.
'He that spareth the rod, hateth the son. Proverbs, twintythree,' cam the
repon. 'Forbye, wummin, hae ye seen the sottar he's made o the lassie's
face?'

Matty wis pit tae the stable tae meat the horse wi the grieve efter his
faither cweeled doon, an efter that tae muck oot the byre wi the orraloon,
fur it wis Sabbath an the cottars' day aff. In the ordnar wye, Matty wid
hae bin upstairs, learnin the lessons fur hame that he'd gotten frae
Strathbogie College in the toon. Bit the day, if he chose tae behave a
beast, he cud bide wi them, his faither said. 

Denner hid bin an unca strained affair. Sally Bruce thocht her man thocht
made far ower muckle o Minnie. Mebbe Matty hid bin some coorse, bit it wis
ill tae thole seein Steenhillock pet her the wye he did, as if the cauld
win shouldna blaw on her. Minnie's Ma an Da hidna spukken twa wirds tae ain
anither, except fur the grace:

Some hae meat an canna eat
Some wad eat, bit wint it,
Bit we hae meat an we can eat
An sae the Lord be thankit.

The broth wis cauld, the pudden wis brunt, Matty'd bin thrashed an Minnie's
moo wis split an her lug wis twice its size. Apairt frae thon, aathin wis
fine. Matthew Bruce teemed his pudden plate, banged it doon on the table an
gaed upstairs tae cheenge ooto his Sabbath claes. The horse wid need fresh
beddin, an ane o them needit liniment rubbit inno a sair jynt. Sally Bruce
wis swypin the stoor frae ilkie neuk wi a vengeance, near rubbin the face
aff the flagsteens at the ootside door. The maid, Meg Ramsay hid born the
brunt o the seen-tae-be-Hogmanay cleanin yestreen, an hid socht fur a full
day aff. The sweep hid bin in an cleaned the lum a wikk syne. The New Year
maun hae aathin clean an bonnie fur it, inside an oot. Minnie, tho, wis
dowpit doon afore the fire, haudin a cauld cloot tae her hett lug an her
fat lip, tae bring doon the swallin, watchin the flames lowp up atween the
broon peats crummlin inno the aisse an smush at their reid, reid foon.

In the hinmaist oors o the auld year, Sally Bruce sat Minnie doon tae
spreid egg sandwiches, while she bakit scones an bannocks an biscuits fur
first fitters comin. Aa the curtains hid bin cheenged, even the beds hid
bin strippit an clean beddin pit on. Dumplins war biled, tae see them intae
the new year fur kinsmen wad tramp roon fur days seein aa their closest
friens tae hansel the year. Matthew Bruce cam back intae the hoose fin the
horse war sattled, an the milkin ower an by, wi Matty at his heels, an
uneasy kinno a peace atween them. The clocks hid tae be wun up, the auld
granfaither clock at the fit o the stairs first ava, an the fires biggit up
tae keep the cauld oot, fur the snaa wis driftin roon the waas like a cat
rubbin itsel up agin a cheer wintin a dry lap tae sit on.

Afore they kent, sae eident they'd aa bin, the Auld Year'd gien wye tae the
New, an Jock Dow the grieve wis chappin at their door wi a bottle..a reid-
heidit chiel, their first fit. Nae lucky, bit fit could ye dee? Turn him
awa on sic a nicht as yon? Sae in he cam, wi a kirn some cottar bairns at
his tail, singin their yearly pairty piece:

Rise up guid wife an shakk yer feathers,
Dinna think that we are beggars,
We're anely bairnies cam tae play,
Rise up an gies oor Hogmanay.
The nicht's cauld, oor claes are thin,
Gies a piece an let us rin!

Minnie's fowk tuik the bairns in aboot tae the fire tae gie them a heat, an
a tangie, an a drink o rose-hip jeely, an tae dry oot their weet mochles
afore Jock Dow led them aff like the Pied Piper tae the neist hoose.

'It's easy kent he's nane o his ain,' Matthew Bruce said as he tuckit his
wife aneth his oxter. 'Or he widna be sae keen tae shepherd aa ither
bodies' bairns. An I dinna suppose it wad hae onythin tae dee wi the fack
that fowk'll aye open their door tae a bairn...they michtna be sae keen tae
let Jock ower their porch his lane wi a drooth like his.'

Neither Minnie nor Matty war lat oot tae sing roon their doors, sae
Hogmanay feenished seen efter fur them. Sally Bruce gaed her loon his first
dram, fin his faither's back wis turned, an Minnie got a hett milk drink an
a steen pig tae takk tae bed wi her. Afore she knelt doon in her goon on
the cauld fleer tae say her prayers she tuckit her dallie Betsy inno her
bed, an creepit ower tae the windae tae look oot ower the parks an the
starny lift. It wis a peety Jock Dow hid bin their first fit o the Year,
tho Da hid lauched an telt her ma it wis aa superstitious styte. The snaa
wis dingin on rale faist an saft noo, wi flakes the size o peppermints, the
lug o the nicht takkin tent o the littlin's prayer:

Noo I lay me doon tae sleep
I pray the Lord my sowl tae keep
If I should dee afore I wakk
I pray the Lord my sowl tae takk
May Thine be the Pouer an the Glory
Foriver an iver an iver 
Amen

For some reason it wis affa important tae Minnie tae say three forivers,
like it made it three times as likely the Lord wad takk tent o fit she wis
sayin tae Him. She winnert far the Lord tuik fowk that dee't, like Jessie
Mathiesoon, puir glekit Jessie, fa's place in the kirk as yet hid nae bin
fullt.


6. DAITH IN A CAULD KINTRA

'Teem the strang frae the chunty ower the rhubarb, Meg,' Jow Dow cried out.
'It'll gar it grow wi a vengeance.'
'Ony sign o the doctor's gig?' speired the skiffie, as she raxxed ower the
washin green, tae cowp the derk yalla piddles ower the neuk far the young
rhubarb lay curled up aneth the yird.
Gaun roon tae the hen's sheddies, Minnie Bruce set doon the hen's pail, her
hairt thuddin, her lugs cockit.
'Ay, I saw it draw inby Northies fin I wis cairtin sticks frae the Fir
widdie. Dr Henderson'll veesit the maister neist. He winna be keepit lang
at Northies, the ferm-wife's due tae bairn, bit she's drappit sax already,
they maun ken the road oot noo bi hairt. Faith, they say her man's niver
aff the heid o her, nae winner she's bowdie-leggit. He jist his tae tweak
his galluses an she lies doon. It's a winner she's time tae set the fire in
the mornin, let aleen kinnle it.'

As Meg tipped the stank ower the flooers, the grieve sang oot wi a roar:

'Rise an teem the pail, Belle,
Rise an teem the pail.
Rise an teem the pail, Belle,
Or I'll hae tae dee't masel.'

Minnie hid passed Meg nae twa meenit's syne, preenin the washin tae the
towes strung frae three neuks o the gairden. The crookit airm o the rodden
wis the soothmaist pole, a nail on the reef o the cairtshed aside the green
wis the norlan pole, the bough o the aik that merkit the green aff frae the
kailyaird wis the eastern merker. The maid's thick airms raxxed up abeen
her heid, fechtin agin the win wi a weet sheet. Her hauns war rubbit reid
raw frae bein steepit in the wash. She hid bin up sin the back o five
lichtin the fires an makkin the feed men's meat. Steenhillock hid catched a
chill in the stable three wikks back, an much o the tcyauve o luikin efter
her invalid maister fell on her twa braid shooders. She maun hae laid the
washin doon fur a meenit, an nippit intae the fermhoose tae teem the reamin
chunty that sat aneth the fermer's bed afore the doctor's veesit.

The quine devauled a whylie, tae lug-in tae fit the grieve wid say neist.
She daurna stop the doctor fin he drave his gig up the road tae speir foo
ill her faither wis. Her Ma, or her brither Matty hid mair richt than her
tae speir onything, bit he wis awa aa day at Strathbogie College in the
toon, gaitherin lear o a different kyne. She micht be her faither's
favourite, bit it did her nae gweed service wi the lave o the family. Fin
her faither wis weel an gaun aboot, he couldna thole the cauld win tae blaw
on her. Fin it wis dennertime, Steenhillock wid scrape the tastiest bitties
o beef frae his plate ontae hers, touzle her heid, an wink, an tell her
'stick in till ye stick oot' 

Matty, her brither, hid gotten buiks fur his birthday, an new schule claes.
He wad raither hae gotten a shelt like Daisy, that his Da hid bocht fur
Minnie, Daisy wi heich steppin hooves an a blaik star on her broo, an a
tail that sweeshed like a wheep. Mebbe their faither felt sorry fur Minnie,
fur she wis fully as gleg as Matty on the uptakk, bit tae spenn siller on a
quine's education wad hae bin conseered a waste bi the fowk o the pairish.
Bit a dallie, a horsie, a zither, this he could an did gie, wi muckle luv
forbye, leavin little ower in the wye o affection fur her dour, sarcastic
brither.

Jock Dow hid bin up sin five in the mornin, as early as Meg hersel. It wis
his job tae knock up the feed men on his wye tae the stable, far he
unlockit the corn kist wi the key entrusted tae him bi Steenhillock, tae
scowp oot the feed inno each shelt's bag. It wis Jock Dow fa gaed the men
their orders ilkie mornin, fa saw till it that they cleaned oot the strae
frae the stable, groomed their horse an forked in their hey. It wis Jock
Dow fa cried 'Bridle' tae set them tae wirk, fa gart them lowse fur a break
at echt o' clock tae sup tay frae their wee tin flasks wi their stoppers
corkit wi broon paper. It wis Jock Dow fa set them tae wirk again till
dennertime, fin the horses nott twa oors tae feed, giein the men time tae
sort their hey an feed fur nicht. Ay, an fa else wis it bit Jock fa strode
ben the byre at milkin time, mornin an nicht, an made sure that the milk
cairt wis loadit wi full cans fur the echt mile ride tae the toon? Faith,
fit wad they hae daen withoot Jock this lasy fyew wikks, at the big toun
dairy tfar his maister's mither bedd in her fine braw hoose, in her widda's
weeds, wi her twa unmerriet dothers. 

Ikie day that Steenhillock lay seek, Jock's pouer grew mair an mair. A ferm
wis like a ship...it needit a captain, an wi Matty Bruce half-grown, and
his mither still weel-tae-seen, the grieve wis wytin his chaunce till
Steenhillock deed o the fever draggin him doon. Because o his maister's
seekness, there hid bin nae cheenge o men at the feein mairket on muckle
Friday, fan the ferm loons tuik their arles an the offer o sax months work,
fan the colour serjeants frae the Gordons trystit the loons tae jyne fur
the King's shillin. 

Sally Bruce hid gaen roon aa the cottars in turn, priggin wi them tae bide
wi offers o mair neeps an coal...bit it wis tae the chaumer door, far Jock
Dow bothied, that she'd cam first, tae sikk fur help. He wis flattered, bit
he wisnae a feel, either. They war baith o an age, an Jock wis still
unmerriet. Like the stallion that gaed roon the ferms servin the meers, he
hid niver bin short o female company, an ower the years, he'd coveret
puckles o shearers and skiffies fa'd come and gaen on the ferms he'd wirked
on. Whyles, they'd gaen wi mair than they bargained fur. Baith in een...he
kent the horseman's wird, an could command baith shelt an wumman fin the
humour tuik him. Nae that he wished his maister ill, bit a body makk o life
fit he can, an Jock wis fair gleg on the uptakk.

Minnie Bruce heard the tail eyn o the sang, an heard Prince nicher and
strikk the steeny road wi his muckle hooves. The grieve maun hae harnessed
him an led him oot for Dandy the orra loon tae cairt cinders oot ontae the
road. The road wis fair scartit wi ruts far the sna bree rinnin in the
Spring thaws hid torn the tapsoil awa like bits o flesh riven affo a deed
hare bi a hungert craa. Then she heard the skiffie passin on some claik
she'd pickit up in the ferm kitchie.

'It's nae guid news aboot Steenhillock. He sud niver hae spent aa nicht in
the stable wi thon new horse that deed wi the girse sickness, nae an him wi
a hoast on him afore he gaed oot, an a weak chest onywye. I'd a brither fa
tuik stots an sterts o bronchitis, bit efter a fortnicht he aye shook it
aff. It's three wikks noo as ye ken, Jock, the maister's bin beddit, an
he's nae makkin much o't. In fack, he's turned far waur these hinmaist twa
three days. Yon's fit wye Doctor Henderson's bin cried in. It's lang by the
stage o curin the maister bi steamin him an haudin on the toddy. Fin I gaed
in wi a joog o fresh watter this mornin, he complained o a pain in his
breist. I helpit the mistress tae lift his heid affo the bowster, an he
whizzled an whizzled tryin tae catch his braith, an pyochered an spat inno
the spittoon. The spit wis streakit wi bluid, Jock. Fin we laid him back
doon, he peched an peched like dug fin its chased a rubbit. An the swat
rins aff him like watter!'

'Mistress Bruce is spongin him nicht an day tae bring doon the fever, bit I
dinna like the colour o him, nae ava. He's grey, Jock, grey as a steen,
shakkin sae hard it's a winner the hair disna faa frae his heid. I niver
saw a body shakk like yon. Mrs Dunlop doon at the Fir Widdie wis a nurse in
the toon. She caad it 'rigors', and its coorse tae watch. Sae I can thole
teemin the peer breet's chunty, if it leaves the mistress free tae nurse
him in ither wyes.'

Minnie's mither, Sally Bruce, ay gied the orra wirk tae the maid. 'Nae pynt
in haein a dog an barkin yersel,' she'd say, tho she tuik her turn at the
milkin wi the lave, an did aa the bakin, butter makkin, jam makkin an
cheese makkin aboot the place. Likewise in the byre she tuik tent o the
newborn calfies, learnin them tae sook frae the coggie insteid o their
mithers' teets. These last three wikks tho, she'd bin unca hard caad rinnin
efter her sick man.

Steenhillock hid jeeled himsel tae the been at the heicht o a blizzard in
the tail eyn o Februar, oot aa nicht in the stable nursin a new-bocht mare
that deed, in spite o aa his care an aa his trauchle. Noo his wife wis
nursin him, up an doon the stairs near weirin them oot, ilkie time Matthew
Bruce gied as muckle's a myowt. She hid steamed him, tried tae tempt him
tae eat wi sweet saps, or drog him wi toddy, bit ay the hoast, hoast,
hoast, grew rocher an deeper, till the beens that showed at the neck o his
sark powked throw the skin, as the tide o health creepit oot, an somethin
derker creepit in aboot. Noo its shaddas sat in the sunken howes o his
chikks, in the gorblie's blaeness o his lang, scrawny throat far the spit
gaithered an rochled doon in his chest.

The fermer o Steenhillock wis fifty-three year auld an deein, wi Matty, his
heir jist a half-grown loon at Strathbogie College in the toon, a
half-grown loon that hated the ferm an the beasts, the plowter o dubs an
the coorse uncertainties o the North East Sizzens. Fifty-three year auld an
deein, wi a wife that wis forty bit could pass fur thirty withoot ony
trouble ava, that could still gar a man's heid turn an sikk tae follae. Nae
easy, nae easy, tae leave sic a wife aleen in a teem merriege bed. For he
lued her as weel as he hid on the first day he met her, steppin oot frae
her cousin's door in the toon tae buy milk frae his faither's milkcairt. 

He wis a queer mixture, richt eneuch, Minnie's faither... On the Sabbath,
he stude in the kirk in his best claes, precenter fur the pairish, an nae a
sowel could sing till he struck the tunin fork an led them, his voice as
sweet an low as a cushie doo. He hid gaen Minnie her horsie, Daisy, her
dallie, Betsy, tee, fin she wis five. In the seeven years sinsyne, Betsy
gaed awye wi Minnie, tuckit inno the belt o her skirt, her comforter an
frien, for she wisna alloued tae play wi the cottar bairns that cam an gaed
wi the Sizzens, that wadna be richt an fittin. The young quine ruggit her
dallie ooto her skirt band, an pattet her yalla cloot heid.
'Da winna dee, Betsy. It's aa lees they're sayin. Granda Bruce anely deed
five month syne, an he wis seevinty-sax, an auld bodach wi a fite mowser
that needit a stick tae wauk. An da's mowser's broon, Betsy, wi jist a twa,
three fite hairs throw it. Forbye, fa'd rin the ferm an ging tae the mart
on a Friday, if da dee't? An faa'd lead the singin at Steenhillock Pairish
kirk on a Sabbath? Naebody sings as weel as Da, Betsy. An he hisna learnt
me play the zither he bocht me, yet, Betsy, an he promised he wid, ye
ken.'

An she shook Betsy sae hard, the wee clootie dallie noddit its heid as if
tae agree. Fur a meenit, the bairn thocht on the bonnie zither that bed on
tap o the press in her wee attic bedroom. Blaik varnished it wis, wi braw
inlaid mither-o-pearl flooeries on it, and wee gowd furliorums peintit ower
its face. She could anely strung the strings o't as yet...Da wis wytin till
she wis aulder till he showed her foo tae play it. Aa the wye frae Russia,
he'd brocht it, fin he wis a young chiel on his first sea voyage as ship's
engineer on the Blue Star Line. 

Granda Bruce hid faithered fower loons an twa quines in his lang merriege.
Uncle Peter fermed Kilbog, ower Dunracht wye. Uncle Jim fermed Widside at
the skirts o the growin toun. Uncle Dougal meneged a rubber plantation hyne
awa in Kuala Lumpur in Far Malayasia, faith, puckles o his Bruce cousins
war skittered aa ower Malaysia an Ceylon makkin siller haun ower fist...an
Minnie's da....Minnie's da hid bin schuled at Strathbogie College in the
toon, tae be a ship's engineer an sail the muckle oceans. He hid won his
engineer's ticket wi nae devaul fur the Bruces war aa clivver, an he'd
gotten a place on a ship seen efter. Bit fit naebody hid calculated on, wis
that fack that young Matthew Bruce hid nae sea legs ava. Frae the time that
his ship sailed ooto the herbor o Aiberdeen, inno the roch sweel o the
North Sea, he'd bin near deed wi sea sickness, peer vratch, aa roon the
heel o Norway an Sweden inno the Baltic Ocean, throw the Gulf o Finlan tae
St Petersburg. 

He hid bocht the zither durin the twa three days that the boat wis in
herbour, for he ay lued music, bit nae the rhythms o the sea, fur the sea
hid nane that made ony sense, its rhythms war aa its ain. His feet war
destined tae wauk at the tail o the ploo at the slaw turn o the S9izzens,
nae tae styter an tummle like a peerie ben a weet deck in the teeth o gurly
gale. Sae wretched the voyage hid been, he'd hauf a mind tae bide in Russia
raither than pit tae sea again, bit sense prevailed an hame he cam, an the
trip comin hame wis fully as coorse as the trip that tuik him awa.

His faither, Auld Mattha, hid tae accept the fack that he wid hae three
fermin sons insteid o twa, an haik aboot fur a tenancy fur him. An that wis
foo Minnie's faither sattled in Steenhillock. An fifteen year near till the
day, he hid merriet Minnie's mither an brocht her up the steeny brae like
an eagle trystin hame a mate tae a cauld eyrie. The zither, tho, bedd at
the fit o his sea chest, till Minnie wis auld eneuch tae wauk, an toddle
ower tae the chest an lift its lid. It wis the bonniest thing she hid iver
seen, an as littlins will, she wintit it. An as dotin faithers will, he
couldna refuse her, clean connached an pettit an spylt as she wis bi him in
aathing.

'She'll bladd it or brakk,' her ma warned him.
'She winna,' her da said. An she hidna, faith she'd keepit it polished like
a new preen, an guairdit it like a dug wi a been an wadna let naebody near
it fur onything. Sae Da couldna dee, the thocht wis unthinkable, an her nae
able tae play ae tune on the Russian zither. Auld Mattha Bruce wis deed,
bit he'd bin ripe fur deein, foonert an fooshionless, wi gummy een an pains
in his jynts, like an auld rukk turnin fooshty an rotten wi time. 

She stappit Betsy back inno the waist band o her skirt, an stampit aff roon
the side o the byre tae the henhooses perched on the brae tae feed her
feathery chairges. 'Chookie-chookie-chook-chook-chookie' she wheedlit,
rattlin the dry seed in the pail. 'Chookie chookie chook chook chook.'
Bi the time she hid cowpit the last o the clockin hens aff its nest an
dichtit the strae aff the hett, broon eggies tae nestle in the foon o her
basket, Doctor Henderson's car hid bin an gaen, an it wis dennertime. 

Meg Ramsay hid fulled the ropes wi the wikk's wash, crossed her fingers
that the rain that hid threatened aa day wid bide aff, an wis back at her
darg in the hoose, scrapin carrots an neeps fur the muckle blaik pot ower
the swey, that wis heatin ower the lowpin flames, near full tae the neck wi
watter an chukken beens frae the Sabbath roast. The skiffie wis skirpin
satt ower the pot fin Maisie plunkit the basket o hens'eggs doon on the
kitchie table.
'Far's ma mither?' the quinie speired.
'Ower at the byre, feedin the new calfies.'

Normally, Sally Bruce wad hae bin here, makkin the dennertime broth fur her
man an her quine, an fur Meg, an Jock Dow her unmerriet grieve an the orra
loon, Dandy Davie, fa waukit ower ffrae his faither's wee craft ilkie day,
tae earn some guid will an some neeps frae Steenhillock. In return fur his
labour, Matthew Bruce wad len them his binder an ither tools an gear fin it
wis nott. Young Matty Bruce wadna be hame till nicht, fin his day wis deen
at Strathbogie College, fin the dairy cairt cam back wi teem, clean cans
frae the toon. The ither feed men war cottared on the ferm, or bedd
nearhaun..the bailie, Will Gilchrist cycled doon the brae tae his mither, a
mile awa at the Leddrach dam. Tarry McPhail wauked ower the neep park, tae
a tied hoose at the fit o the lang dyke. Fergie Dunlop's wee bit but n'ben
wis jyned tae Steenhillock fermhoose, he'd anely tae wauk nbeist door. Dod
Mathieson's hoose wis hauf wye atween the Leddrach dam an the ferm, jist
ower frae the trootie wall. The Bruce's ay keepit a troot in their spring
watter, tae keep the wallie clear.

It wisna like Minnie's mither tae be ooto the hoose at dennertime. Dandy
wis twa year aulder than Minnie, fowerteen year auld. Steenhillock wis his
first fee, an he thocht he wis fair the mannie, doiwpin doon at the table
wi the likes o Jock Dow the grieve. He come intae the kitchie close at
Minnie's heels, humphin a creel o fresh-cuttit sticks.
'Will the broth be lang, Meg? ' he speired. ' Ma stammache's beginnin ta
think ma throat's bin cuttit. We're hyne ahin wi the plooin, an Jock wints
tae ken fan tae lead the horse back fur their feed.'
'Hauf an oor at maist,' quo the maid. 'Fin the mistress comes ower frae the
byre.'
Neither o them hid spukken twa wirds tae Minnie. Yon wis queer, tee.
Usually Dandy wid hsae a joke or a lauch wi her, or Meg micht gie her a
bittie gossip she'd heard frae the fishwife that trampit roon the ferms on
a Wednesday. It wis like they didna ken fit tae say tae her, an there wis
nae need, because da wis gaun tae be fine noo that Dr Henderson hid cried
inbye.
'I'm awa upstairs tae see da,' she telt them, gaun intae the lobby an ontae
the stairs, takkin the steps twa at a time wi her lang-buttoned beets.
Cottar bairns micht gyang barfit, bit nae Minnie. She wis weel shod and
weel claethed. Her da wis maister o aa the parks aroon. Naething could herm
her da. The Bruce's gart things happen aroon Steenhillock..things didna
happen unless they planned them. An it didna fit in Minnie's plans that her
da should dee. Daith cudna be that coorse. He could hae onybody else aboot
the place wintit, even....even her mither, Sally, bit nae her da, nae him,
onybody bit him. Ilkie nicht she said her prayers like her faither hid telt
her...the Big Prayer noo, nae the little een, though sometimes she said
them baith, stertin aff wi 'Oor Faither', an syne gaun ontae the Littlin's
Prayer, 'Noo I lay me doon tae sleep..' She stood ootbye her faither's
door, an though it wisna nicht, an she wisna dressed in her goon an kneelin
aside her bed, she whispered the wirds three times afore gaun in ..
'Thy Will be deen on Earth as it is in Heiven...'
She smeethed doon her peenie an gaed intae the room. Da wis sleepin. She
creepit ower tae the fire an powkit the crummly cinners intae a grey aisse,
cannily biggin the fire up again wi kinnlers. The kinnlers war reosity,
they crackit an spat an hissed. Jist as she placed the coals in a fine wee
brig ower the rikk an the spittin sticks, da hoastit. It wis quate in the
room, nae a soon bit the tick o the clock on the mantlepiece, an the pech o
her faither's breathin. The breathin sterted tae slaw doon, stoppit aa
thegither fur hauf a meenit...sic a fleg, sic a fear thon gied
her..then,jist as she made tae flee doomnstairs fur help, it sterted
again,faister an faister, as if he his lungs war bladdit, like a
blacksmith's bellows wi holes in the bag, garrin him sook the win in harder
an quicker tae win ony puff ava. An then, again, the breathin wid slaw tae
a snail's rate, an stop o a suddenty fur anither meenit or so, afore
stertin up again like a bawd racin. Minnie hid niver met Daith afore, hid
nae wye o kennin that this wis his callin caird.
She lay doon aside her da on the bed, and pit her heid on his bosie. Ae
thin airm creepit oot frae the bedclaes, and gaed roon her shooders. Her
faither's een flichtered open an shut a twa three times, an he sterted tae
quote Scripture at her. This wis naethin new. Da wis gettin better. He
afdten quoted Scripture. His hale life follaed the Lord's Buik. Minnie
luikit intae his face. His een war shinin.
'In my Faither's Hoose are mony Mansions. If it werena sae, I wad hae telt
ye. I gyang tae prepare a place fur ye. An if I gyang tae prepare a place
fur ye, I will cam again, an takk ye fur Masel, that far I am, there ye
will be as weel.'
Minnie wisna sure fa her faither wis spikkin till. He wis luikin ower at a
photograph o his deid faither, Auld Mattha Bruce, bit it wis if
someitherbody wis in the room, tho Minnie couldna see them. Her faither's
breathin fooneret again, back tae the slaw pech pech an syne the quate, bit
again he rallied an his moo begin tae wirk, fechtin tae frame the wirds he
winted tae say.
'For this corruptible maun pit on incorruption, an this mortal maun pit on
immortality...Corinthians, quine, chapter abe verse fiftythree. Fiftythree
verses, Minnie, ane fur ilkie year o yer faither's life.'
His grip on her shooder suddenly tichtened, his braithin grew faister
agaiun.
'I wint ye tae promise me Minnie, sweir tae me that ye'll luik efter yer
mither an brither fin I'm awa. The three fowk dearest tae me in the warld
bide aneth this reef, yer the youngest o them. Bit ye'r the ain I'm closest
tae Minnie, an it's richt an fittin yer here at the last. Takk care o them
Minnie, takk care o them. Fur my sake, lassie. Sweir it.'
An afore she could utter a myowt, her faither wis deid. As quick as a
blink, frae ae warld intae the neist. Naebody telt Minnie Brucre that her
faither wis deid, nae doctor or neebor or kinsman, bit a secunt afore
there'd bin twa fowk there in the room, an noo there wis anely ane, for fit
lay wi nit's airm aroion her, an that scrawny airm still hett, wis bit the
mortal cloots o the man that hid bin her faither. He hid steppit neatly
ooto them an vanished, she kent that, jist as she kent that the fit comin
up the stairs wis her mither's, back frae the byre.
The door wis pushed ajee, an Sally Bruce stude in the moo o't, wi a calf's
bottle teet in her haun an her face drained fite o colour. She hid gaen tae
the byre tae atten tae the ferm's business, an her man hid deed whyle she
wis busy feedin the calfies, hidna wyted tae say cheerio. Minnie hid
swickit her ooto that, the last ane tae see him alive in the warld o the
leevin. 
'Get oot,' her mither hissed at her. 'Get oot an leave us aleen.'
Dumfounert, the lassie hytered ooto the room, leavin her mither tae greet
Jock Dow rode ower tae Kilbog, tae takk the wird tae Peter Bruce that his
brither wis deid, an Will Gilchrist rade tae Widside, tae let Minnie's
uncle Jim ken, sae that Auld Grandma Bruce could hear the news frae a son,
fur it wid hit her hsard sae sune efter the daith o her ain man, Mattha.
Young Matty cam hame frae Strathbogie College full o the news that he'd won
a bit medal fur Latin, tae be telt that he micht jist lay by his buiks, an
his medal an his Latib, fur he widna be needin ony o them again. He wis
fowerteen year auld, o an age fin his peers war wirkin, an noo that his
faither wis deed he wid hae tae wirk tee, tae keep a reef ower his mither's
heed an breid on her table.

Peter Bruce's wife Mysie, an Jim's wife Nan cam ower tae help wi that
nicht's milkin, fur whetyher or no a fermer dees his beasts man be fed an
wattered an mniled, peer breets,m it wisna their wyte it hid happened. tho
some micht argue it wis, seein's an ailin shelt hid brocht the hale thing
aboot in the fiurst place. It wis the first nicht sin iver that Minnie
could myne that her mither hidna teen the been caimb tae her heid, tae rug
the tousles oot her lang broon hair tae check gfur fear o fklechs pickit up
frae the cottar bairns. It wis a Setterday, sae there'd bin nae schule that
day, an there wid be nae schule the morn. mysie Bruce put her airms roon
Minnie an Matty's shooders, an led them ben tae the best room, the een
luikin ootower the kailyaird, wi the bruce'scornparks raxxin ahin it, an
the scrubby bit o a knowe far the Davies grazed their stots, risin up ahin
it. The aunts hid bin busy aa evenin, washin Minnie's faither, an dressin
him in hgis Sabbath suit, even doon tae blaikenin his sheen afore they pit
them ontae his feet. The Leddrach jyner hid ay a twa, three kists at the
back o mhis shoppie, fur Daith wis a steady customer, an Minnie's uncle
Peter hid harnessed the shelt tae the cairt, pit on the shelvin, an gaen
ower tae Leddrach tae choose ain, a stoot aik kist. Sam Mathers the jyner
wis still wirkin on the letterin fur the braisse plaque that he'd nail on
the lid afore it wis haimmered doon. The best room wis shinin like a new
preen, fur the cottar wives hid bin een an cleaned it, an stockit the coal
pail wi pail, an the glaiss joogs wi bits oi flooers, tho there wis little
eheuch in the wye o flooers in April, forbye twa three eraly daffs. Dr
Henderson, tee, hid bin back, he micht as weel hae written the daith
certficate oot the first time he come yon day Meg Ramsay said, fur he maun
hae kent that it widna be lang or een wid be socht. 
'Ye can see yer faither noo,' Aunt Mysie telt the twa bairns.'Aa his
tribbles are ower wi. Ye maun kiss his broo, an pye yer respecks taew the
deid.'
Minnie gaed ower first, teetin ower the side o the kist tae luik doon on
the face o the man fa'd begat her. His een war steekit wi twa pennies, his
hauns faulded afore him on his lap. He'd bin shaved, his hair hid bin
washed an caimbed, forbye's the pennies, he micht hae bin gewttin ready tae
gyang tae the kirk. Dyod, he wad be gyaun tae the kirk, three days frae
noo, on Tuesday neist, bit nae tae lead the singin, niver again tae leads
the singin. She booed ower the side o the kist an touched his broo wi her
lips, bit she didna greet. Efter aa, her faither hid telt, he'd gaen tae
makk a hame fur Minnie an himsel. Ae day, he wis comin back fur her. She'd
tae bide strang tae luik efter Matty, an her mither.

Matty, tho, bubblit an grat fin he saw his faither's corp. His fowk war gey
comeat that the loon should takk his faither's daith sae hard, fur they
didna ken that fir Matty wis greetin fur wis his buiks, an his friens an
his future, that widna be comin tae pass, nae noo, nae iver. Matty Bruce
hid dreamt o bein a lawyer, a doctor, a professional chiel wi a fine hoose
in the toon an letters tae his name. Insteid, he'd bin trailed back tae the
clart an traucjhle o the ferm, that baith fed an scvunnered him.

Aunt Mysie pit her airms roon her neice an nephew, an pushed them ower tae
their mither, fa wis slumped in a cheer at the fireside, her een swallt wi
greetin
'Takk yer twa bairns inno yer bosie, Sally, at least ye something tae mynd
hium bi'
Uncle Peter hid poored Sally Bruce oot a  stiff dram, the nearest ting tae
medecine iver keepit in the fe4rmhoose...it sortit aathin frae kink-hoast
tae teethache. Mebbe that wis fiot made her say it, mebbe it wiusna. She
shook aff her shawl, an pulled Matty ower tae her bosie. She pushed Minnie
awa.
'I dinna wint her. Matty's aa the faimly I need, noo. She maun gyang tae
her granny Bruce, in the toon, eence aathing's ower wi.'
Mysie Bruce raised her eyebroos at yon, an her sister in law explained
farrer.
'Her granny his a fine hoose, near tae guid schule. Siller'll be ticht at
Steenhillock. I've naethin tae ofrer her here. Gweed-be-here, she can ay
come hame wikkeyens wi the dairy caiort!'
Aunt Mysie tuik Minnie awa, an made her a mug o hett tae, an spreid her a
scone, wi butter an brummil jeely. 
'Upstairs quinie, an sleep. Yer ma's nae hersel jist noo. Aathin'll seem
better in the mornin. Upstairs an steek yer eenies.'
Sae Minnie climmed the stairs, an knelt at the side o her bed as she ay
did, an said her prayer, 'Thy Will be dane', an lay doon wi Betsy in her
bosie, worn oot bi aa that hid happened yon day, fur it didna seem real tae
the quine that she'd niver see da again this side o Kingdom Come.
Neist mornin, fin she waukened, Betsy hid vanished, an tho she hunted the
hale hoose fur her, she wisna tae be seen. 
'A dall? A dall? Is that aa she his tae fash aboot, an her daither lyin
deid the unnaural wee vratch!' her mither railed.
Bit Matty Bruce gaed a bit smirk, an sidled up ahin his sister, tae fusper
in her lug...'Fin I wis a bairn, I spak as a bairn, I kent as a bairn , I
thocht as a bairn; bit fin I becam a man, I pit awa aa bairn ferlies....
Yer a big quine noo, sister, ye winna be needin a dallie there in the
toon.'


7. AN ANGEL'S VEESIT

Rainy rainy rattlesteens
Dinna rain on me
Rain on Johnny Groat's hoose
Hyne ootower the sea.

Rain. It dreepit frae the slate reefs o Dessloch Place, it sweeled doon the
gutters, it turned the cassies near blaik wi the doonpish garrin the snails
in the gairdens draa in their twa lums, an the mavis takk shelter aneth the
rubbery leaves o a rhododenron buss till it stoppit. Eneuch tae droon an
ark. Aa Minnie's sma possessions hid bin flitted tae Granny Bruce's hame
the nicht afore, cairtit in bi Daisy, the horsie that her faither hid gien
her afore he deid. In a wye it made the flittin easier tae thole, kennin
that Daisy hid flittit tae the toon wi her, tae help deliver the milk.
Granny hid reassured the quinie a hunner times that eence she wis sattled
in Aiberdeen, an Ma hid mair a grip on her grief an the rinnin o the ferm,
she micht ging hame fur the antrin wikkeyn. It wisna a punishment, bein
sent tae bide wi her granny, na, na, it wis aa fur her ain gweed, tae gie
her a gran education an tae smeeth doon her roch edges, makk mair o a leddy
ooto her.

They hid gaen Minnie a wee room tae hersel abeen the dairy an cairt shed at
the eyn o the street far it jined wi Fitehaa Brae. Neist tae Annie's wee
room wis the laft, a glory hole o bits o cairpets an photies an bairntrock
an styew. Aa the unwintit things in the hoose fand their wye tae the laft.
On the neist fleer doon wis Aunt Florence's room, an on tither side o the
stairs wis the music room far she tuik her wee chairges tae larn them their
scales an arpeggios. Granny hid already telt Minnie that she wis tae be pit
tae Aunt Florence tae learn the pianie, sharin her lessons wi her cousin
Isie, ae bricht spot in the itherwise dreich horizon. Isie's fowk hid
sattled inno the Glamis Hotel a while back in a lang street near the hairt
o the toon on een o its main arteries. Isie hersel gaed tae fee pyin schule
fur dothers o gentlefowk, an her faimly hid great hopes o her makkin a
gweed match an merryin weel.

On the neuk o the landin, ower frae the granfaither clock, wis Uncle
Dougal's room... bit wi him in Kuala Lumpur it wis hauf turned inno a
library, far the Bruces keepit their buiks on lang raws o shelvin ben the
waas. On the boddom fleer wis Aunt Jessie's room, neist tae Granny Bruce.
Aunt Jessie keepit hoose tae Granny Bruce. The parlour an the kitchie war
on the boddom fleer, an the dry lavvie wis oot the back at the eyn o the
gairden neist tae the coal shed an the wash hoose. Granny's hoose wis far
finer than Minnie's hame on the ferm. Auld Mattha, her man, hid bin
chairman tae the Widside pairish cooncil, heid o th schule boord o
governors yonner, tae, fin he fermed Widdies afore his laddie Jimmy tuik it
ower. His dairy at Dessloch Place retailed tae sax shops in the toon. He'd
bin Preses o the dairyman's Association, a director o the Central Mart, an
officer o the United Free Kirk as weel as a husband an faither, his bairns
aa grown an aa either fermin or teachin, or ower the braid oceans overseein
the milkin o rubber frae trees in hyne awa Ceylon or Malaya. Auld Mattha
hid deed sax month afore Minnie's Da, an this bein the Sabbath, as seen as
brakkfast wis ower, Granny Bruce as matriarch o the faimly wid order a gig
tae takk them ower tae the Machar Kirk far her man wis beeriet, fur the
Sabbath service.

As yet, Minnie hidna sterted unpackin, apairt frae her flannel goon the
nicht afore. She stude at the windae o her room an glowered up Fitehaa
Brae, up tae far her mither Sally hid keepit hoose tae a kinswummin, Dr
Annie Ross, een o the first wummin doctors in the toon. On this verra brae,
her Ma hid met her Da, at the tail eyn o the dairy cairt fin she'd brocht
oot her joog fur him tae fullt. Her mither got aa her braw frocks frae the
doctor, she wis a great favourite wi her kinswummin, mair o a companion nur
a hoosekeeper.

Ower the road wis Addison's shoppie, a grocer's richt on the neuk opposite,
wi a gas lamp oot on the street aside it, that the leerie man waukit roon
an lichtit fin gloamin fell, saft an grey like a widda's veil ower her
een.

Leerie leerie licht the lamps
Langlegs an crookit shanks.

The newcomer tae the toun sat at the lang keekin glaiss on the press aside
her bed, ruggin the cloots ooto her ringlets, listenin tae the rain batter
teetle the windae peen, takkin stock o the dreichness o the toon ootside.
At hame, at Steenhillock, June wid be bringin the kintra tae early flouer,
the hey parks wad be thick an sweet wi simmer girse. In the sheughs, the
wild fite rose wad be bloomin, and the lea rigs wad be fillin wi buttercups
an sweet pink clover; the dykes wad be brichtened by yalla broom at their
sides an violets at their feet. An deep in the Fir Widdie, harebell an
forget me nots wad be dauncin, far the rowan stood wi her posies o sma fite
flouers. 

Minnie Bruce bit her boddom lip. She widna greet. She widna greet. She wid
hae tae learn tae like the toon. Granny an the aunts wid be guid tae her,
an Daisy wis here in the stable aneth, aa that wis left tae her noo, o her
faither Matthew. 
'Minnie, yer brakkfast's on the table, her Aunt Jessie cried.
Doon she cam in her Sabbath frock, blaik because she wis in mournin fur her
Da, an her Granda, tee. Aabody roon the table wis dressed in blaik.
Heid o the table sat Granny Bruce. She wis seeventy fower year auld, wi a
kind, roon face, runkled, an plain, wi gowd roon glaisses on the eyn o her
snoot that gart her luik like hoolet. Her hair wis pairtit in the middle an
pued back inno a bun. On her left, sat Aunt Florence. Like Aunt Jessie,
Aunt Florewnce wis in her thirties, tho tae Minnie at thirteen year auld,
aa three o them war as auld's the hills o Birse. Baith o the aunts wore
gowd room glaisses like their mither, wi pale blue een like a mavis's
eggshells, an hair the colour o dry strae.

Aunt Jessie hid laid the table afore the fire in the parlour, a braw fite
lace table cloot wi polished cutlery that reflected the lowe o the fire wi
a dull reid glow. The toast sat in a siller toast rack that hid curly feet.
The teapot sat on a siller rack wi curly feet an aa, happit in a worsit
teacosy. Minnie sat on a polished mahognay cheer an curled her taes inside
her buits, an swung her feet back an fore aneth the table, duntin the table
leg wi her heels like a restless shelt.

'Minnie dearie dinna dee that, yer nae on the ferm noo. Ye maun learn tae
behave yersel like a young lady an nae like a dray-horse. While yer Auntie
Jessie's bringin ben the parritch, we'll jist rin throw yer catechisms tae
see if ye mynd them aa', quo her Granny Bruce.
Fit is the chief eyn o Man?
Man's chief eyn is tae glorifee God an tae enjoy him foriver.
Fit micht the fifth commandment be, Minnie?
Honour thy faither an thy mither, that thy days be lang upon the lan that
the Lord thy God his gien ye.
An fit micht the fourth commandment be, dearie?
Mynd tae keep the Sabbath day haly. Sax days shall ye wirk, an dee aa thy
wirk, bit the seeventh day is the Sabbath o the Lord thy God. In it ye
mauna dee ony wirk, nor thy son, nor thy dother, nor ... granny, fit wye
did Aunt Jessie makk the parritch on the Sabbath?

Wheesht dearie, an sup yer brakkfaist or we'll be late fur the kirk, said
her Granny, makkin a queer face ahin Minnie's back tae Aunt Florence.

The rain stottit aff the reef o the gig aa the wye ower tae the Machar
Kirk, an near drookit the fower o them as they hashed ower its steen flags
inno its open doors. Granda Bruce wis beeriet in the neuk, wi an iron
railin at his back an a buss o ivy happit the dyke aneth him. Minnie luikit
ower tae the neuk, hauf expeckin the auld man tae rise up ooto his clorty
hame, bit he didna. It wis the first time she'd worshipped in the Machar
Kirk. She'd bin beddit wi the croup fin Granda Bruce deed, sae hidna jyned
the lave at his service here. Her een opened wider than twa ashets as she
tuik her seat at the Bruce pew. It wis naethin like the Steenhillock
pairish kirk, naethin like. Aunt Florence bent ower tae fusper in her
neice's lug.

'The first kirk here wis biggit tae convert the Picts. This kirk yer sittin
in's near echt hunner year auld, Minnie. Tak a teet at the reef abeen ye.'

Minnie's een traivelled up an ower the shields o popes an bishops, kings an
nobles frae aa the warld's airts. 

'Far's the precentor, auntie?'
'They dinna need een here, they've haen an organ these past thirty year.
The music comes ooto aa thon pipes.

Tae the left o their pew, wis the steen statue o a bishop, lyin on his
back, an abeen thon, a muckle stained glaiss windae wi an angel on't.

'Fas the angel, aunt?' Minnie speired.
St Matthew, Minnie, the same name as yer da an yer granda an yer brither.
An fit story is the picture tellin, aunt?
The parable o the talents, an the three servants, Minnie.

Sae Minnie learned St Matthew's story, o foo the maister traivelled tae a
far kintra an left ahin three servents....jist like Da hid left hersel an
her ma an Matty ahin. An aa the servants hid talents, an war telt tae makk
the maist o them. Bit ae servant beeriet his talent in the grun, an dinna
makk eese o't ava, an yon wis a cruel waste an a sin, fur ye sud ay makk
the maist o fitiver gift God gies ye, her Aunty said.

Minnie didna think tae speir fit a talent micht, bit it soundit important
fitiver it wis. The meenister's text wis John ch 1 verse 5:

an the licht shineth in the derk
an the derk couldna comprehen it ava

An yon wis fairly richt, fur maist o the sermon gaed clean ower her heid,
bit the Aunts an her Granny likit it, because it wis lang an dreich an
dowie an sae it maun hae dane them gweed, fur faiver heard o mixture that
didna taste soor? Fur maist o the service the quine sat reeted tae the pew,
wytin tae see fit happened fin the music cam ooto the lang steel pipes
abeen the organ, fair trickit at the wye the hymns gaed richt tae the
rafters garrin the hale kirk birr wi soon. At least the rain wis aff, fur
at the eyn o the service, the fower o them wauked ooto the hauf licht o the
Machar Kirk tae a sinsheeny day, and turned richt afore the gate, tae pye
their respecks tae Granda. Granny Bruce tuik oot a hanky an dabbit her een,
an the Aunts
patted her shooders.

Matty's quine Minnie's cam tae bide wi's, Granny telt the heidsteen. An
we'll dee fit we can tae makk sure she turns oot like her Da wid hae
wintit.'

Fin they won hame again, denner wis cauld meat an breid n' butter, syne
Minnie wis left tae her ain devices while Granny crooshied a cheerback,
Aunt Jessie pared tatties in the kitchie, and Aunt Florence timmered oot a
wee gavotte on the pianie. At hame, she'd hae bin oot gaitherin the hens'
eggs, or chasin the cock roon the midden. Here, there wis naethin tae dee
an aa the time in the warld tae dee it. Efter a while she speired at Granny
if she could gyang neist door tae the stable tae sit wi Daisy a whyle. She
wisna alloued tae ride her, nae in the toon, because neither Daisy nor
Minnie war eesed tae the toon an its wyes, an bikes an shelts an even the
antrin car cam fleein doon Fitehaa Brae. Forbye, baith Daisy an Minnie war
supposed tae be grown up noo. 

Minnie'd bin pit tae the toon tae ging tae Rosemill Schule efter the
simmer, an Daisy's daft days o rinnin lowse throw the parks war by wi
annaa. She wis tae earn her keep an staun atween the shafts o the twa
wheeled milk float, an trot roon the streets nearhaun the dairy. Derkie wis
the aulder horse, an he could pull the fower wheeler, fur the Bruces hid
sax dairy shops in the toon, an the heavy cans frae Widside, Kilbog an
Steenhillock maun be ferried roon bi calm, steady beasts that didna spook
an shy awa frae the toon's steer.

Minnie gaed intae Daisy's staa fur a news. Daisy hid een like twa blaik
meens in puils o cream. She blinkit at her mistress frae aneth her lang,
fair lashes. Minnie hid brocht a sup sugar, an a carrot oot frae the hoose
neist door, an held them oot for Daisy tae ett. While the muckle chestnut
jaws o the shelt chawed frae side tae side, Minnie began tae straik Daisy's
lang, braid snoot, an tae fusper inno the funnel o her hairy lug.
'I dinna like the toon, Daisy,' she fuspered. 'Bit it's a secret, an ye
maunna tell naebody. Granny an Aunt Florence an Aunt Jessie are affa kind,
bit I miss the Fir Widdie already, tho we've jist bin here a wee whylie. I
miss the coos, an I miss the byre, an I miss Benjy, even tho Ma says he's
nae my dug at aa, he's Matty's. He likes me better than he likes Matty,
Daisy. maybe that's fit wye I've tae bide in the toon. An I ken ye dinna
like it either, bit we'll jist hae tae thole it, you an me. Because I've
tae learn tae behave like a leddy an nae like a dray-horse, an ye maun
forget the park at the back o the Leddrach dam, an learn tae pu the cairt
fin Alec tells ye.'
The shelt's lugs cockit forrit, takkin aa this in, then she nichered
saftly, garrin her muckle nostrils shudder, an hung doon her heid fur
Minnie tae scrat her neck. An sae began Minnie Bruce's first simmer in the
toon.
.................................................................................................................

Fin a twa, three wikks war by, life hid begun tae sattle inno a kinno
uneasy rhythm. At sax o clock ilkie mornin, the cairts wid arrive frae
Widside, Tilbog an Steenhillock, loadit wi full milk cans, an Minnie wid
rin tae her windae tae watch as Alec an Ned, the Mathieson brithers loadit
up Derkie an Daisy's cairts fur delivery roon the toon. The cans they
cairriet hid taps on them, an they likewise cairriet cream an butter an
eggs. Alec an Ned hid bin up sin the back o five giein their horse a brush
doon an feedin them their brakkfaist o hey an oats. Aince the shelties
trotted awa, they widna be back till hauf past nine,an efter thon the twa
brithers wad hae tae clean the cans and coont the siller an tcyauve awa at
a thoosan ither jobs that needin daein. 

Aften, fowk at the big hooses wadna lat the milkmen chap at the front door,
they'd tae gyang roon bi the tradesman's entrance at the side o the hoose,
far a skiffie wid haud oot her joog. Bit maistly, fowk kent that the milk
hid arrived ootbye, fin Derkie or Daisy strukk their iron sheen against the
cassies a twa three times, fur the weemin aroon hid them clean connached an
pettit. It wisna unusual fur fowk tae gie the horses a heelie o breid or a
veggie tae chaw an their dung wis aywise welcome bi fowk wi gairdens fur
bringin on roses or rhubarb.

Meanwhile, Granny Bruce an the Aunts hid knuckled doon tae the job o
ceevalisin Minnie. Aunt Jessie tuik the lassie ben tae the kitchie in the
mornin an showed her foo tae clean the cutlery, braisse the ornaments, an
polish the windaes wi vinegar till they shone. A washer wife wauked ower
frae the tenements three streets awa, an cairtit awa the fool washin, an
brocht it back bleached an dry an ironed twice a wikk, sae there wis nae
heavy washin tae dae like Meg Ramsay an Minnie's mither trauchled wi at
Steenhillock. Bit then, there wis nae fine bleachin green in the nippit
excuse fur a gairden her Granny ained, an nae heich brae far the roch stoot
wins cud get a gweed skelp at a towe fu o dryin sheets an wallop them back
an fore in the kintra air.

Efter denner, Aunt Florence tuik ower the darg o educatin Minnie. First
aff, they sat doon in the room that hid aince bin Uncle Dougal's, full o
ivory jumbos, braisse monkeys, an sic like. Fin it rained in the toun, as
aften as no it did, the quine wid taen a tig o gaun inno this room, tae
plsay wi the braisse monkeys an the ivory jumbos. There war three braisse
monkeys, aa stukken thegither. Ane hid its hauns clapped ower its lugs in
an expression o ootrage aboot something that maun hae misfittit it. It wis
caad 'Hear-nae-evil'. The middle monkeys hauns war ower its moo, an it wis
caad 'Spikk-nae -evil'. The last ane's hauns war clapped ower its een, an
it wis caad 'See-nae-evil', an yon wis the wye that Minnie kent that the
monkeys war furreign, fur God saw aathing, thon hid bin dinned intae her
since she first drew braith, an ye sudna be daein evil at aa, fur God
watched aathing aa the time, there wis nae gettin awa frae thon.

In Uncle Dougal's room, Aunt Florence wad takk doon a buik frae the dizzens
that lined the waas, an makk Minnie read frae it, Scott, an Dickens, an
Shakespeare an the like, till the preint daunced afore her een an her heid
wis reelin wi princes an paupers an reid-wud roarin Heilanmen. Syne they
wad flit tae the music room, the cauldest room in the hoose, an fur twa
oors her back grew sair as she sat on the bowdie leggit pianie steel
timmerin up the notes. She'd a lot o grun tae makk up, the twa Aunts telt
her afore she'd be onything like as gweed as Isie her cousin, faith she'd
hae tae wirk hard tae be fit tae gyang tae a schule in the toon wi ither
quines her age.

They ay suppit tea aroon five. Whyles, in the simmer nichts, the Bruces
hired Alec an Ned an the horses oot tae help wi a flittin, or ither cairtin
jobs, afore stablin them fur the nicht. Gin Minnie'd deen weel at her
lessons, she got tae gyang wi them, tae sit on Daisy's back, as lang as she
mindit tae sit sidesaddle an nae stridelegged like a loon, an dinna makk
Daisy canter or ony daft capers. Whiles o an evenin Isie cam roon fur a
pianie lesson, bit Minnie wis still ower roch in her spikk fur Isie tae be
seen aboot the toun wi her. Isie likit weel eneuch tae use braid Scots
inbye the hoose, bit her new fand friens wad hae leuch at her if she'd
spukken afore them as she spakk fin she wis wi Minnie. As yet Minnie didna
ken foo tae cheenge the wye she spakk, nur did she hae till yet, fur aabody
aroon her spakk the same barr mebbe Isie. Even Matty, fa'd bin growin gey
gentrifeed fin he gaed tae the college in toun, hid slippit back tae the
auld spikk noo that his dreams war forgotten an his buiks an jotters laid
by.

The last wikk in June wis as bonnie a sunny evenin as onybody could wint,
nae a cloud in the lift an the young leaves fullin the trees. A faimly war
meevin frae Green Street tae Dunstane Drive, an baith the cairts hid bin
hired tae help wi the flit. Alec Mathieson liftit Minnie up on Daisy's back
wi a tyauve. 
'Lordsake fit a wecht, ye maun hae steens in yer sheen,' he leuch, fur
Minnie wis bloomin, shod in thick leather button-up buits wi heavy skirts
an petticoats for aa that the weather wis warm. Aff they set on the short
haul up Fitehaa Brae. A car wis comin doon the wye, at a fair lick fur a
charabang, fin the driver's brakes failed. There wis the heich skreich o
the wheels as they skyted across the road, an Daisy reared, haivin Minnie
affo his back. Alec Mathieson focht wi the reyns, bit the car careered inno
the richt flank o the horse, an broke her hin leg wi ae skelp. Daisy gaed
doon wi a dunt, an nichered an whinneyied, the broken been cockin clean
throw the skin, the reyns twisted roon her neck. The cairt wis cowped in a
gairden hedge, an Minnie lay quate on her side, face doon in the glaury
road, wi a thin wee treelip o reid rinnin oot frae the crook o her moo.

Ned ran back tae the stable fur Alec's gun, that he whyles shot pheasant wi
in Kilrogie wids, on his ae day aff a wikk fin he traivelled hame tae the
Troot Wallie cottar hoose on Steeny's parks. A kirn o fowk hid witnessed
the accident, an war steerin aboot the cairt an the flailin horse like
flees. Some weemin war greetin inno their peenies. A wee fite dug wis
bowfin an bowfin an rinnin up an doon in excitement. A sweep wi a tarry
face set doon his hurly an brushes tae see fit the ootcam wid be.

'Its the Bruce's cairt,' a wummin was sayin, 'an I think it's the Bruce's
grandother. I think thon skelp maun hae killt her.'
'Staun back. Bide back,' Ned Mathieson warned them. 'I canna leave the
lassie's shelt like thon.'
He tuik careful aim an fired atween Daisy's een. The horse gied limp like a
sack o burst grain. The knacker wad takk her an cut her up fur dog meat.
Syne Alec ran doon the brae wi Minnie in his airms an up the three steps
tae the Bruce's door like greased lichtenin, liftin the braisse knocker an
chappin sae hard he near ruggit it affo its hinges. Aunt Jessie opened the
door, her face drainin o colour, nae a pick o colour in her chikks ava fin
she saw her neice like thon, an led Alec up tae the quine's room, tae the
left o the laft, abeen the dairy stable. 
Cannily, the young chiel laid her doon. Bluid wis treetlin doon frae ae
lug, an fin Jessie liftit a hank o blaik hair, the quinie's heid wis
bruised an mattit wi bluid. Minnie's een flichtered open a wee, an o a
suddenty, wi nae warnin ava, she cowked aa doon the side o the bonnie fite
linen sheets.
'The room's gaun roon Aunt Jesssie' quo she, 'the room's gaun roon, and yer
face is aa shoogly, I canna makk it oot.'
Efter yon, her heid fell back on the bowster an her een shut.

Alec Mathieson wis sent fir the doctor fa cam richt aff, a shilpit auld man
wi a gammie fit frae the heid o Fiteha Brae. The doctor socht room tae
examine her, lowsin the collar aroon her neck as he did it.
'Wi a knell yon like, an the bluidin, I'd say she's fractured her skull,'
he telt Granny Bruce, snippin the catch on his doctor's bag thegither wi a
snap. 'Leave her fur twa days tae rest. Gie her a chaunce tae cam roon
hersel. If she's nae ony better efter thon'...the doctor shuik his heid.

Aunt Florence, Aunt Jessie, an Granny tuik it in turns tae sit wi her. In
fit queer kintra she wis durin thon time naebody iver kent, bit fur certain
it wisna ony wye near Dessloch Place or even Steenhillock Ferm. On the
secunt nicht fin the paraffin lamp wis flichterin low an the shaddas war
heich on the waa o her wee attic room, Minnie's een blinkit open a
thochtie. Aunt Florence wis sittin in a cheer aside the bed, clean foonert,
jist stertin tae nod inno sleep, an open buik on her lap, slidin doon her
skirt inno the faulds o her frock. Minnie Bruce hid a veesitor.

He stood at the eyn o her bed, her faither, fur she kent richt aff it wis
him, an yet it wisna him as she'd iver kent him afore, fur he wis cled in
licht frae heid tae foun, an smilin, raxxin his airms oot tae her, an tall,
he wis, sae heich he fullt the room. An if luv cud staun nyakkit an bare o
aa bit licht, it fulled thon room that nicht, an enfauldit an bore her up,
an smeethed the hair that stukk tae her broo wi swyte, an happt her roon an
roon frae tap tae tail, fur ilkie pikk o her body wis precious tae him,
like his ainsel.

'Fareiver ye gyang, I shall gyang,' quo the chiel in the licht
Fariver ye bide, I shall bide
Thy fowk shall be my fowk
An my God, yours.'

At her faither's back wis a laidder, wis thon nae the queerest thing? A
laidder o pure licht, that raxxed frae the fit o her bed up an oot throw
the reef o the hoose, throw the tap o the sleepin toun, heich, heich, till
it reached the starnies that glented hyne awa at the back o the meen. She
fell intae a deep sleep efter yon, an fin it wis by, she wis better. There
wis nae mair murnin fur the parks o Steenhillock. The lowe in the hairth o
yon place hid bin her faither's luv, an he'd cam back himsel frae the grave
tae pledge that she'd ay hae thon, fariver she gaed, ay, in the dreichest
cauldest holes o fate itsel. 

Bit she niver telt Aunt Jessie, Aunt Florence nur Granny fa stood at the
fit o her bed yon nicht, nor yet fit guise he tuik, fur it lay ower deep
fur kennin in the mortal wye. She vowed that fin she wis weel eneuch, she
wid makk gweed eese o her talents, takkin tent o the teachin o the saint fa
shone frae the waa in the Machar Kirk, far the glorious sun poored through
the great stained windae, her faither's namesake in the Warld abeen the
warld. Bit bi bit Matthew Bruce hid fashioned a suit o armour fur Minnie
that wis her Faith, an noo wis fairly the time tae pit it on. An sae hard
an fierce an bricht wis yon armour, foo strang it gart her feel, fur
naethin ava cud iver pierce thon certainties. Foo fine tae hae a road
mapped oot afore ye, a Pilgrim wi a sword fur ilkie dragon!


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Surname: Blackhall
Gender: Female
Decade of birth: 1940
Educational attainment: University
Age left school: 16
Upbringing/religious beliefs: Brought up Protestant, now Buddhist
Occupation: Writer and supply teacher
Place of birth: Aberdeen
Region of birth: Aberdeen
Birthplace CSD dialect area: Abd
Country of birth: Scotland
Place of residence: Aberdeen
Region of residence: Aberdeen
Residence CSD dialect area: Abd
Country of residence: Scotland
Father's occupation: Manager of Deeside Omnibus Service
Father's place of birth: Aboyne
Father's region of birth: Aberdeen
Father's birthplace CSD dialect area: Abd
Father's country of birth: Scotland
Mother's occupation: Private Secretary
Mother's place of birth: Aberdeen
Mother's region of birth: Aberdeen
Mother's birthplace CSD dialect area: Abd
Mother's country of birth: Scotland

Languages:
Language: English
Speak: Yes
Read: Yes
Write: Yes
Understand: Yes
Circumstances: 
Language: Gaelic; Scottish Gaelic
Speak: Yes
Read: Yes
Write: Yes
Understand: Yes
Circumstances: Elementary. Gaelic choir. Poetry.
Language: Scots
Speak: Yes
Read: Yes
Write: Yes
Understand: Yes
Circumstances: